Fanboy - VKook

XVII

Jungkook

Jungkook grinned. "Okay. Then kiss me." He ordered, tapping his lips.

Taehyung let his eyes go back to Jungkook, but he shook his head. "I-I can't, Jungkook.."

The younger shook his head confused. "What do you mean, You can't?" He frowned, feeling alone, and angry.

"I-I just can't."

"I'm going."

"N-no.. Jungkook please.."

Jungkook slammed the door shut and ran out of the hotel, his view being blurred due to the tears threatening to fall down from his eyes. He felt cheated on. Like how when you're a kid, you're friends would trick you into thinking something that not really is there.

But here, though the same thing happened, it was a bigger scale and hurt way more. He gave up his virginity to Taehyung as he thought he loved him back, which he said that he does.

But, Jungkook doesn't believe him. He hates himself and wanted to scream and slap himself as he wanted to believe the fact that Taehyung loved him badly, but couldn't bring himself to.

Sobbing, Jungkook walked into a cheap motel near his home, and paid the money required and ran upto his temporary room. It was hurting him, physically, mentally and emotionally, to even think about Taehyung.

Why was he stupid enough to even think that someone like Taehyung would like his sorry ass? He's just as worthless as he could be, and would never be loved at all.
......

Jungkook woke the next morning, throat sore from crying and eyes crusty due to the tears. He freshened up and went outside again, wanting to really get some coffee from his favourite cafe. While he was checking his phone, he saw numerous Bangtan fan accounts chiming in with updates.

What's wrong with them? I've gotten so many notifications already!

Jungkook opened one of the account's feed, and though he hated it, he felt his heart stop.

V has been missing since last night! BTS doesn't know where he is, but they have told ARMYs not to worry.

Jungkook felt his chest tighten, fear creeping up as to what might have gone wrong. That's it. He admitted that he sucks at being mad at anyone, and he admitted that he is a complete sucker for Taehyung. And so, living up to his image as the sucker in the relationship, not literally, he did something that made him hate himself even more.

Really Jungkook, you don't have one percent of self dignity in you. What has he done to you?

Taking out his phone, he quickly called Taehyung's number, his breathing quickening.

'You fucking asshole, where are you?! Everyone's so scared! Pabo!'