Sex God's Sassy Girl (SGS#5)

Chapter 23

June

I got mad of Chloe, inaamin ko naman 'yun paano naman ako hindi magagalit she's flirting around of me, which thing that Tracy said pero ano bang ginawa ko? hindi naman ako nakinig sa sinabi ni Tracy, i'm such a dick. sana nakinig na ako noon pa but i didn't, i listen to myself. kasi akala ko kailangan niya ng tulong ko, well. she is, ang kaso she's being that so much, taking me for granted? hindi ko na alam paano ko pa ba to gagawin o aasikasuhin, between two woman. my past and present, how?

napailing nalang ako, siguro malaki ang tampo ni tracy sa akin ngayon hindi ko rin naman alam paano sasabihin 'to sakaniya isa pa wala akong lakas ng loob paano ipapaliwanag sakaniya sigurado akong mapapatay ako ni Troy kapag nalaman niya ang tungkol dito. he's going to shoot me on my head, mamatay ako sa kamay ng kapatid ng gusto kong pakasalan, yeah. i want to marry her soon as i can, if she's ready too.

“Sir, may bisita 'ho kayo.” i just let her pass that visitor at wala akong ideya na ang bisita ko pala ay ang kampon ni satanas, biglang nagkuyom ang kamao ko at naalala ang ginawa niya kay chloe. hindi ko na siya hinayaan na magsalita at mula sa damit niya'y hinila at sinakal siya, i want to kill him. ang sarap niyang patayin, kung pwede ko lang siya patayin ginawa ko na. pero ayokong dalhin sa kamay ko ang batas.

nagdilim lang ang paningin ko sakaniya ngayon. “you fucker.” inis ko naman sakaniya at hinila siya mula sakaniyang damit, hindi ko lang talaga mapigilan ang sarili kong sapakin siya sa mukha.

“what the hell is your problem?”

natawa ako sa sinabi niya bago ko siya muling sapakin ng malakas. “you, you are a rapist. aren't you? you make chloe's life miserable as hell.” diin ko sakaniya.

he can't just deny i saw everything from resort i see how he haunt her, i saw how chloe afraid of him at wala siyang maitatago sa akin, he's a fucking actor. ano? akala niya maniniwala ako sa paga-arte na ginagawa niya? sinisiguro ko sa kulungan ang bagsak niya! sa kulungan siya babagsak.

he wipe his blood. “tanga ka talaga 'no? naniwala ka agad kay chloe.” tawa nito.

what is he talking about? hindi ako tanga! i'm saying the truth he's a jerk, he rape her. he did make her suffer, her life become miserable because of him.

“ano sa tingin mo, babalik dito si Chloe dahil lang 'ron? she's a good actress. if you don't know, she always acts.”

nagkuyom naman ang kamao ko, i know what i saw at alam kong totoo ang nakita ko sakaniya at kay Chloe, he's a rapist. he chuckled. hindi ako paniwlain sa sabi-sabi, why would i ever believe? i know chloe will not do such things.

“for all years she planned everything. I admit being holding her tight its for her, i did that for her and our twins. June ng maaksidente siya i found out she planned it, she planned marrying me, she planned after a years coming back to you. she planned this.”

hindi ko alam but it makes me believe wirh him, dapat ba akong maniwala agad? i can't just believe at him. “hindi mo kilala si chloe, mabait? no she's not. she's a liar, sa nakalipas na taon June ako. ako lang naging magulang sa anak namin dahil wala siyang pakielam kay Fred at Frey.” ganun ba talaga kasama si Chloe ngayon? ano pa ba ang bagay na hindi ko alam.

things he was telling me i don't know what should i believe with it. kung sino ba dapat kong paniwalaan siya o si Chloe, if its really chloe who lies or him? i'm fucking struggling who i need to believe ngayon nakikinig naman ako sa sinasabi niyang di ko magawang paniwalaan at hindi ko naman alam paano ipapaliwanag 'to, am i look like a gay? nababakla na ata akong kakaisip kung anong gagawin. hindi ko na alam, wala na akong alam.

He was explaining himself to me then Andrei come to talk to me, about the case. magaling na abugado't imbestigador to for sure kaya nandito yan andito. what? we don't have another business to do aside of that, of course nandito siya to inform me about the case and other stuffs.

“June, about chloe.” aniya pagkapasok niya ng opisina ko tinignan ko naman siya hindi niya napansing may kasama ako, ganuon ba kahalaga ang sasabihin niya? at tungkol kay chloe? gaano ba 'yan kahalaga at parang sobrang nagmadali pa siya papunta dito?

“she's a freaking liar. she's not raped..”

dahil sa sinabi nito ay napatingin naman ako kay Finn na nakaupo lang dito, he's telling the truth. hindi nga siya nagsi-sinungaling na maaring pinlano ni chloe ang lahat ng 'to? Chloe was convincing me that it was rape para mapalapit sa akin, all this time i was fooled. i always been fooled but not this time.

nagkuyom ang kamao ko. “I told you, she's a liar.” parehas kami ni andrei na napatingin kay finn.

“matagal ng sinungaling si Chloe. she's so obsess with a man she can't never have, you love tracy then june she was lock of attention from you she stole everything, and she's willing to get tracy's life just for you.”

what does that means? “Bro, tracy is in trouble.” ani andrei. fuck, fuck, fuck. i don't want to put the law on my hands but i'm willing to risk everything just for tracy, subukan niya hawakan ni-buhok ng girlfriend ko, papatayin ko siya.

i mean my own words, i mean everything even killing her i mean that for tracy.