Sex God's Sassy Girl (SGS#5)

Chapter 25

Tracy

I woke up with my head hurts really bad, fuck. ang sakit ng ulo ko para itong maalis sa katawan ko sa sobrang sakit, i look around. where am i? ano bang ngyari sa akin kagabi, i was trying to remember everything before i found myself naked behind this comforter i was totally naked at wala akong maalala sa anong ngyari sa akin kagabi? ano bang ngyari sa aking kagabi? wala naman akong maalala, what happened to me? i had sex with stranger. mariin naman akong napapikit at pilit na inisip kung sino at anong ngyari sa akin kagabi, pero wala. my memory is totally blank. i have no idea and i don't remember anything.

i was trying to think ng sumulpot naman sa pintuan si June. anong ginagawa niya dito? what happened to us? did we had sex? did we do that and.. paano? paanong kasama ko siya? i was in a bar last night and i remember that i came to his parents house but his mom said, he was with chloe. akala ko masaya na siya sa piling ni Chloe pero bakit nagkamali pa yata ako? bakit kailangan niya pang puntahan ako if masaya naman siya kay chloe? is he cheating, well as i know he already cheated.

he offer me a coffee at naupo sa gilid pinanood naman akong inumin ito hanggang matapos ako ay tahimik lang ako, i just wait him to speak or just say something. i was waiting for that. “You already know?” he asked. tinatanong niya lang naman ay kung alam ko na ba ang tungkol sakaniya't kay Chloe? i guess so.

who told him? tumango naman ako, tumango ako't yumuko dahil ayoko siyang tignan pakiramdam ko hindi ko talaga siya kayang tignan. “I thought i need to do that, Shan. I was wrong because i made a mistake.” pagamin niya naman sa kasalanan na ginawa niya sa akin, alam naman niya gaano kalaking kasalanan iyon. malaking kasalanan, he tried to help a liar. sinungaling si Chloe, i know she's a liar because i can feel that.

“she's a liar.”

tumingin ako sakaniya. “Finn talked to me about her, she was being after you now that i pushed her away. she planned it, Tracy. she planned to fool me from the past and now. she planned it.” may inis nitong sambit, inis na inis siya na nagawa siyang lokohin at baliktarin ni chloe. just like that, nagawa siyang paikutin ni chloe just like that.

malinaw naman, binaliktad siya ni chloe and chloe fooled him from the very start. i never believe her, i was supposed but i realize things that she was fooling around, i'm quite smart to see things around. so now she planned it huh?

napailing ako, i'm naked. “June, did we...” hindi pa tapos ang sasabihin ko ng halikan niya ako at sagutin ang dapat na taong ko sakaniya about how i am naked and why i'm naked, that did we do that? that.. on this bed?

ngumisi siya. “you moan loudly.” he smirks. umirap naman ako sakaniya dahil sa sinabi niya sa akin, he's so gross and dirty! nakakainis kahit na sa totoo lang i love he's being so dirty, naiinis talaga ako sakaniya.

“i need to leave.”

bumangon ako at nagbihis sa harapan niya i'm not bothered he saw me naked twice. he was owning me for times already, and he owned be once before where i felt that important with him, that one night stand. isang gabi na sa nakalipas na bwan na magkasama kaming dalawa na hindi niya parin alam, wala parin siyang alam na ako yung babae na nakasama niya sa gabing 'yon.

pinigilan niya akong umalis mula dito at hinila niya naman ako pabalik sa kama, hawak niya ako't ayaw bitawan. mas nagulat akong pumpwesto siya sa harapan ko, bumaba siya upang maging magka-pantay kaming dalawa, masyado kasing matangkad, i don't know what to react his fingers reach my back carressing it.

i bite my lowerlip, naramdaman ko ang palad niyang nasa bandang tattoo ko. fuck, he touch the tattoo at my back na halos araw-araw kong tinatago sakaniya, that tattoo is the witness of our one night stand, one night of like mistake.

kumunot ang noo niya at tumayo, naupo siya sa aking tabi at tinignan kung anong nasa likod kong tila ba ikinagulat ko, i was trying not to let him saw it but he kissed me it makes me weak and now, it's exposed he saw my tattoo. nakita niya na ang nagiisang witness sa aming nakaraan, i'm waiting na magsalita o may sabihin siya, na magalit siyang nagawa ko itong itago sakaniya ng mahabang panahon.

“It's still beautiful, from five years.” aniya, tinignan ko siya anong ibig niyang sabihin sa sinabi niya? alam ba niya, alam ba niya na ako yung naka-one night stand niya limang taon na ang nakalipas? alam ba niyang ako yung babaeng tinakasan at tinakbuhan siya? babaeng ayaw ng mag pakita pa sakaniya? alam ba niya 'yon?

i look at him. “did you know...”

“of course i know, Tracy i'm not blind and idiot when it comes to you. nung unang may ngyari sa atin sa bahay, i saw your back in the morning you have it. noon palang alam kong ikaw yung babae na nakatalik ko five years ago.” ngumisi siya sa akin.

“and besides, Reina said it once before accidentally when i'm asking her about you.”

kumunot ang noo ko. “she accidentally mentioned it, and troy told me too.” hindi ko naman alam ang sasabihin ko, hindi ko alam anong ire-react ko. so alam niya, alam niya ang tungkol sa akin? alam niya at hindi ko naisip na 'yon, na maaring may alam siya na ako ang babaeng 'yon. wow, he's very smart.