Keep on trying but...for what?

Chapter 1: Darkness

Darkness , darkness was all that surrounded him, he couldn't see or hear anything. Except for his own thoughts and that wasn't a good thing.

"-nce,-ance, Lance" he looked up by the sound of a voice that was calling him. It was Keith who was calling him while snapping his fingers in front of his face. "Are you coming or  not". Keith looked at him, Lance could see a little bit of irritation in the eyes in the beautiful eyes of the boy he loved.
"Ah... Yes I'm coming" he said while running to the door where Keith was already waiting.

They were heading to a meeting to come up with a plan to defeat Zarkon. While they were discussing on how to defeat Zarkon, Keith kept glancing at Lance, who didn't look like himself today. Lance didn't make any stupid comments or jokes and he wasn't flirting with Allura (although he didn't really mind that(>ω<)). He was worried because the one he loved didn't look happy, but no one else seemed to notice.

After the meeting Keith saw that Lance was directly leaving without saying a word and right before the door closed Keith saw they he was wiping of his face on his sleeve, he now knew for sure that there was something wrong.

He ran after the boy trying to catch up with him. " Lance!!". Lance turned around and saw that Keith was coming towards him. He didn't wanna talk to anyone right now and specially not to Keith, so he did the only thing he could think of. Lance started running as fast as he could. Keith barely could keep up with him. " Faster" he thought " I need to be faster". When he saw the door of his room Lance started running even faster, he opens the door, closed it and locked it directly. Keith was a few seconds to late to stop Lance.

"Damn it!! Lance open the door I wanna talk to you".
"Go away". Was all that he got back in response. After that it got quiet but Keith wasn't planning on leaving, so he just sat there thinking about wash could have hurt Lance.
He was lost in his thoughts until he heard sobbing coming from the other side of the door. He stood up and knocked on the door." Lance...?" It got quite until Lance spoke up " I told you to go away, didn't I". He could hear the anger and sadness in his voice.
" yes but..." " Then go away". Keith knew that if he would go any further Lance would be furious so he decided it would be better to leave. Lance waited until the sound of the footsteps disappeared. He feel onto his knees and grabbed his head.

That voice it's back, that stupid voice is back. "Hopeless, pathetic, worthless. You have no reason to live, your just better off dead". Lance started screaming. " Shut up, shut up, shut up!!! Get out of my head!" His voice lowered and he started crying." Please Just... Just g-get out". After that Lance feel asleep not knowing how exhausted he actually was.

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Hi I hope you liked chapter one
Its my first fanfic so feel free to give feedback. ( not that anyone is gonna read this and if you did I respect you that you took your time to read this... stuff)
Outer out ^ω^