Love of a Friend

The Shiny Boy

My eyes have gone blind

Time has stopped

I got to know you, the shiny boy

First time i joined Super Junior, my heart beat so fast, scared that the member will hate me because i'm joining them late after they debut six months ago.

My first impression towards the members not that good, i got scolded by Teukie-hyung and can't communicating well with them. But there is one person who gives me warm feeling, makes me very comfortable to talk with him. Kim Ryeowook, who has the same age with me, can understand me very well.

"Hello, i'm Kim Ryeowook."

First time i met him, he gives a shining smile, greeted me with his angelic voice, makes me frozen while standing.

'I think joining Super Junior is not bad at all'. The time feels like stop, just then Ryeowook voice coming through my ears.

"Cho Kyuhyun? Are you okay?" He asked. I just nod watching this shining boy in front of me with confused look on his face.

Little did i know that few months later i got really close with Ryeowook. He is my only friend who always by my side, support me and giving me courage to walk in this journey with everyone. When i got scolded by hyungs i will go to his room in secret and talk to him. One day, i got tired and stressed. I'm drinking a bottle of soju and go back to dorm, walk in to Ryeowook's room, lied on his bed while he watching me with worries in his eyes.

"Ryeowook-ah, it's hard", i said with my breaking voice.

"Why? Because of who? I think i can understand." Ryeowook patted my hands.

"Teukie-hyung.." my tears just fell down like that.

These hard days giving me stressed, thinking about it with Ryeowook by my side now really giving pain to my chest. I know i can trust Ryeowook, i know i will feeling better if i go to Ryeowook, i know he will makes me comfortable and listen to all my stories. But, this pain feels so strange. I think this pain not just cause by this hard day, there is something much deeper than that.

My eyes turned to Ryeowook's face, treasure the moment i've seen this angelic friend of mine. Friend.. my hand moves by it's own to his face, he looks confused at first but then smile and lean on my hand. His hand touch mine as he slowly patted it.

"What's wrong, Kyu?" He asked softly.

I just stay silent. This shining boy in front of me, i'm very thankful for his existence. This warm feelings, i want him to stay by my side.

"Ryeowook-ah.." i'm whispered softly before everything turn dark.