BORN KILLER (BTS AMBW)

CHAPTER 22: GRANTED

Yoongi POV: 

I watched her run towards me, I didn't even watch Chase come at me with his sword I was too preoccupied on her. I was thinking why was she saving us? Who were we to her and who was she to us? She was running fast but at the last second I could see that she had given up on running, she knew she couldn't save me so she stepped in front of me instead. 

I watched her scream as the sword went through her, he didn't even pull it out he just ran away. That's when I remembered her, all of our memories, talking on the bed, staring at the ceiling, the flirting, the joking, the dissing all of it came back at that moment. She looked down at me and smiled, how could she smile at a time like this? 

I watched her fall onto her knees then falling onto her side and close her eyes. At least she said goodnight before she fell asleep because that is what she's doing, she is sleeping peacefully. The man from her agency came running with back up and rushed over to her on the floor, the other men took my father away and untied us all.  

My point is all I did was watch even when I was untied I didn't do anything but watch, when they took her away in the ambulance I watched, when we were driving to the hospital I watched and right now as I sit by her bed at 1:09am I'm still just watching not knowing what to do. 

"Why are you still here? You need to rest" The man from her agency says as he walks into her room. 

"I'll rest when the doctors tell me she's going to be ok" I respond still watching over her. She's just lying there on her bed staring at the ceiling with her eyes closed and attached to multiply machines trying to keep her alive. 

"We'll find out today" he pats my shoulder but that's not what I need right now, I need her to get up and hug me because I'm very anxious right now. That's what you do when some's anxious, right? Well that's what she told me so I need her hugs. 

"This is all my fault, I should've let her go before she caught feels but I was selfish. I was obsessed with her presence, I had to have her near me and now look we don't know whether she'll be alive or not" I cry making him begin to rub my back. But I'm right why did I have to be selfish? She was better off when she didn't know us. 

"Its not your fault, its Chase's he did this to her and when we find him he will be punished" he explains and even though he is making sense a part of me knows that deep down she wouldn't have saved me unless she cared for me. "Just close your eyes for a while, I'll watch over her" he smiles and I do as he says. I don't want her to see me with dark circles when she wakes up. 

"Yoongi!" I hear Kadee shout. I quickly open my eyes and there she is in a white shirt with her hair in its natural state big and puffy and a massive smile on her face. I rub my eyes but she's still there smiling at me. "Dude I know I'm beautiful so stop with the staring" she adds and I look down then back up at her and she's still there. 

"You used to stare at me too" I smile and begin to walk towards her. She grabs my hand and begins to lead me towards a bed where we lie down and stare at the ceiling. "When are you going to wake up?" I ask her making her sigh. 

"How dare you forget me? I was going to kill you but you didn't remember me so I didn't see the point" she changes the subject making me frown. 

"So you were gonna kill me if I remembered you?" I ask her and she nods her head without any hesitation. 

"Its what I do Yoongi" she shrugs her shoulders. I turn my head to face her analyzing her eyes, her nose, her lips, her skin, the few freckles on her cheeks, the beauty spot under her eye. Everything about her just seems so unreal how could I take her for granted.