//DEAD INSIDE\\

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I entered the empty house  which reeked of alcohol,
Only to get pushed against the wall.


Grabbed, I was forced on the bed.
The slient tears making the monster smirk.

Hours in the shower did no good.
Alone, my soul whimpered.


My friends said that they saw a murderer in me,
But no one told me how one looks like?


Kicked, punched and slapped,
I got bullied everyday.
I wondered where humans disappeared?


I wanted to fulfill my dreams,
Dreams which lead me to a colourful life,


But,
I was made to walk on thorns instead.


My skinny body full of colourful scars made me look ugly,


My eyes had turned the colour of hers which stared right through my soul.

My questions were always unanswered.

I though someone will hear my loud sobs but they chose to walk away.


My brother disowned me,
My own brother.


He saw the monster rape me everyday but he kept his mouth shut.


The pain to bleed was unbearable,
Not a single day went when I shed a single tear,
Cause I didn't,
I was finally exhausted.


Still,
I couldn't give up,
I wanted to though.


No,
Not because I enjoyed this lifestyle
But,
Because I was already dead inside.






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Illustration credits :
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