A Search to my GF (Black Butterfly fan fiction) *HIATUS*

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JARVIS POV:

*Dingdong* *Dingdong* (Sarrehh sa soundeffects XD)

Sh*t kanina pa may parang gusto sumira ng doorbell ko hindi pa nakuntento kinakalampag pa yung pinto... Malaman ko lang talaga kung sino toh wag siyang sasabay sa hang over ko kung ayaw niyang makatikim

"WHAT THE F*** DO YOU..." bungad ko pagkabukas ko ng pinto pero agad akong natigilan ng nakita ko kung sino ang nasa tapat nito

"Oh hi my dear brother hindi mo ba ako papapasukin?"

"What are you doing here ate Lara?" yeah you read it right she's my sister at buti na lang hindi si ate Pam

Instead of answering me dirediretso lang siyang pumasok at umupo sa sofa pinagmasdan ko lang siya habang nakatayo sa harap niya

"Why Jarvis na-mesmerize ka ba sa akin and don't worry I don't bite" she said while grinning

"How did you know that I'm here?" tanong ko pagkaupo ko sa tabi niya

"Jarvis you know me I have my own ways and don't worry ako lang may alam sadyang tanga lang talaga si Pam kaya naunahan ko siyang makita ka" ate Lara

"No, my point is why are you here if I'm not mistaken dapat kasama mo yung asawa mo right?" nagtataka lang talaga ako at kung bakit napadpad toh' dito sa Alaska

"Grabe hindi ka ba masaya na nandito ako be thankful kasi I still have the guts to visit and check you after all the things that you have done" her na may halong pagtatampo yung boses

And I know what she's pertaining to naging close din kasi siya kay Bella just like Princess kaya I know na may halong disappointment din siya sa akin dahil sa nagawa ko

"Then tell me ikaw pa you will not waste your time to come here unless it's important, so what is it?" Ayaw ko na kasi ng paligoy ligoy pa gusto ko straight to the point

"Actually its true na I just want to check you if your okay because I know and we know na of all people ikaw ang may malaking pinagdadaanan and you still blame yourself on what happened to Bella, am I right Jarvis?" ate Lara

She has a point and I admit it I may still act cool in this country but deep inside there is still pain in my heart that I really want to disappear but I know it's impossible especially when you blame everything to yourself

Napayuko na lang ako sa sinabi ni Ate Lara... pero bigla kong naramdaman yung mga braso niya na yumakap sa akin

"You know what lil bro wag mong sisihin ang lahat sayo oo nga at may kasalanan ka but wag mo namang akuin ang lahat lahat everyone is not perfect and we sometimes make a mistake and make a wrong decision even Bella may fault din siya kung bakit nangyari ang mga bagay bagay" ate Lara

"But I can't help to blame myself if only I could only turn back time I will listen to Bella gaano man kasakit I will accept all her reasons and explanation"

Yes, if I could really turn back time siguro hindi ako parang tanga ngayon na hinahanap si Bella hindi sana ako magakakaganito thats why sising sisi ako ngayon because I let my anger control my mind especially my heart

"Jarvis remember this okay everything that happened to you and Bella may kahulugan lahat ng iyon maybe God gave the two of you those trials para masubukan niyo kung gaano kayo katatag at hanggang saan kayo aabot... Jarvis ang buhay kasi ng tao ay hindi dapat puro happy happy lang you must also experience hurt, sadness, hatred and so on ganun na talaga ang process ng buhay for you to survive, life is really difficult especially when you are living in a cruel world lalo na sa inyo ni Bella you both lived your lives in violence and a leader of a notorious gang so expect na your everyday life ay laging may challenge and you can't avoid it that's the consequence una pa lang na pinili niyong maging gangster" ate Lara