MATE TO A STRANGER

CHAPTER•

What do you do to cure a heartbreak?!

That is the question I ask myself everyday for the past 4 days. What did I do wrong?! Was I not good enough?! I gave him everything sex,money, even head when he wanted it although I never enjoyed giving it to him. I never thought my heart would break as much as it did when I caught him with another man YES A MAN.

I was running a little bit late for my job but I forgot my work on my dresser at the house. "SHIT Alicia GET IT TOGETHER"!!! I slowly chastised myself. I rushed home and was there in 5 mins I never expected to see what I did when I walked in my bedroom "Ahhhhh yes, James please put it in my ass please daddy", an unknown voice said "FUCCCCCKKK YOUR ASS IS TIGHT BABE SQUEEZE ME",James yelled . I must have squeaked or something because James turned his head and stared at me like he was in shock and his boyfriend had the nerve to squeeze James's cock at that moment James couldn't do anything but cum while watching me cry.

I know what a sick way to witness your lover cheating on you I felt worthless so worthless........I didn't know what to do I was frozen with shock of not only finding out that I was cheated on but cheated on with a man...even a woman wasn't good enough to replace me with it seems..and the only thing he told me was

"Alicia baby i'm sorry you had to find out this way ",said James, "but you never gave me pleasure like drew has".

oh so his name is drew I thought to myself

he sucks me right

gives me anal whenever iIwant

and lets me punish him

he loves me more than you ever showed me..."i'm actually not sorry", whispered James ,"i'm very happy you found out ".

I could only stand there in shock as my boyfriend of 4 years told me why he was happy about cheating on me

Back to reality aye......well I grabbed all my things and packed all of it. What was so petty about the whole situation was James's boyfriend Drew even helped me pack and the last and only advice he gave me was

"Be more than what you were for James...give someone the chance to show you love....James didn't love you Alicia I promise he didn't...learn how to get out of your comfort zone let yourself be free only then you will realize that James was never the one he was only your comfort zone now its time to break free", said Drew. "Why are you telling me this" I whispered to drew ,and he said," Because i'm only using James just as he was using you I have a husband who I love to death hes just to nice for me",whispered Drew back.

When I left I felt a little bit happy maybe a bit excited to find out that James was a idiot for giving up on us if only he would've waited then he would have saw how good I could've been for him taking Drew's advice I decided to do something reckless maybe joining a BDSM club something that would bring out my beast and that is exactly what I did.

Call me a little bit weird but I was extremely nervous to do this as I got dressed I kept chastising myself, kept changing my mind, at one point I decided to not even do it as I got my confidence together , I then began to panic because I couldn't decide what to wear. Here I was ready to do something so distributing yet I couldn't find the right outfit that screamed

"Take me and do great things to me"!!!!

I thought I couldn't have packed something such as that in my bag but then I remembered there was this dress I was going to wear for James next week to for our anniversary, but I didn't have the balls back then but now that I do i'm definitely going to work the hell out of this dress tonight ..... it was a black low cut dress with a slit in the front, it showed my legs that looked a mile long I decided to pair it with some lacy black and red heels with red nails and red lipstick. With my hair in a up-do to show off my long slender neck. I was on a mission to make a man drool with lust,want and domination.

Nothing was going to get in my way I really felt ready to be taken advantage of but only in a good way. You see I wanted to forget about James I wanted someone to show me pleasure and pain but also being cared about. I wanted my body to be sore from too much sex. Yes!!! I wanted to be used as crazy as it sounds I wanted to prove to James I could be as nasty as he thought I could've never been and I was going to do that. That was until I walked in and everyone stared at me. Men with envy in their eyes, and women with jealousy in theirs. I never had this much attention before and I felt so nervous that I couldn't do anything but then I thought to myself this is bad.... so I turned to run away . And somehow i ended up bumping into someone, plastered against what felt like a warm strong body and what a body it was ..... he was no doubt the sexist man I have ever seen. I wanted to rape him hell, I wanted him to rape me, of course the whole time I was staring a him. Then I heard him say

"Do you want a picture sweetheart''?, He asked

"As a matter of fact", I said, " No i'll just take you instead of a picture".

I didn't realize that he heard me until he smirked full on

"Oh!! So you want me huh darling?", "Not a surprise that I want you too", He bent down and whispered into my ear.

I must have melted along with half of the women in the room with me.

SOOO what do you guys think? this is my first attempt at smut and bdsm but pls

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