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Jimin: His birthday without you Part.3

Park Jimin's pov

You don't know how happy I am when I saw your name on my phone, calling me in the middle of the night saying that you can't sleep, it was also that day where Jungkook broke up with you, I felt anger Y/N, I felt something like that towards our maknae just because of you, I didn't know why but I'm angry and happy at the same time maybe it's because I do love you

I fell inlove with my bestfriend's girlfriend

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"It's Jungkook's birthday today, what's your plan?" I asked as I sip through my drink

You don't know how it hurts to help your love one get her love one back which is technically not you

"I don't know Jimin, I think we should stop this" She said locking eyes with me

"Yah! It's already working you butthead, I can feel it" I said trying not to be obvious, Yes, I want you to give up and move on, find someone else, someone else that is not looking at you as an option

But what can I do?

I know you love hin

"So what do you wanna do?" I asked again

"I don't know Chim" You replied showing how sad you are, you know I can't see you like this

"Yah don't be sad, I have a plan" I reasoned making you bolt your head up

"What?" Your smile soon became visible again as you lock eyes with me

I wish I can be the reason of that beautiful smile of yours

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That night, you hugged me like there was no tomorrow saying that the plan worked, To be honest....

....I was happy for you

But I'm not happy for myself, I hate myself for being weak, I hate myself for not telling you early, I hate myself for loving someone that doesn't love me

"Why do you look so sad?" You asked me

"Nothing" I said letting out my signature fake smile

"I know you chim, what's the matter?" You asked me again

"Well-uh" I don't know what to say since I'm scared

I fear that if I said the truth, you'll hate me and leave me alone

"C'mon spill it"

"I'm just afraid that if the both of you gets back together again, you'll leave me alone" I lied but it did make you smile

"Yah I won't do that!" You said as you hit me playfully

That's it, I'm giving up

"Promise me?" I asked

"I promise" You said

It hurts but I need to let you go since there's nothing better to see you smile even though I'm not the reason for it

I love you...

Author's pov
I pity him so much😭, I hate myself AHHHH!, I'm sorry for giving you something angsty, I'm just a bit sad today, I hope you don't mind and I hope you still like this chapter, lovelots <3

~Ellysa