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Jungkook: Empty Room Part.2

Jungkook's pov

"I don't want to live anymore!"

"Jungkook, the doctor said that the news might be wrong" Hoseok hyung said calming me down

"Yeah, you should believe in yourself, you're the golden maknae right?, I know that you will be able to walk again" Jin said

"But what if it's true" I said as tears slowly slipped down my cheeks

"Yah Jungkook-ah, don't say that" Namjoon hyung said as they attempted to walk towards me

"Don't move! Leave me alone, I don't want to see all of you" I said that made them sigh

"Fine, we'll leave, but by tomorrow, you should've dealed with your attitude already" Yoongi hyung said and walked out, the others gave me one last look before following yoongi hyung out of the room but Jimin hyung suddenly stopped

"We're here for you, remember that" He said before closing the door

Quietly looking at my hands, I was devastated over the fact that there is a possibility of me stuck in this wheelchair forever, you know I can't do that, I still have a dream to fulfill and that's to dance, sing and show millions of people how talented I am

"If it isn't for this stupid legs!" I said and punched my legs hard until a black spot appeared making me stop

"This is no use, I can't do this anymore" with every single tear that dropped out of my eyes is equivalent to every spin that I make for me to move around, I found myself exiting the room and striving for the rooftop just to end this

Until I came into a dark hallway, upon seeing a lady walking down the hallway, it made me stop, I looked at her for awhile until I absentmindedly wiped my tears and called her attention

"Why are you alone here?" I asked you

"AHHH!" You screamed which I find really cute to be honest

"Aish such a scaredy cat" You looked back at me and I felt nothing but pity and amusement

Amused over the fact that you're still strong, yes, I know you, my nurse told me about you, you were mistreated since you were young, your mother died and your sick ass father sold you for money and now, you're sick, my nurse said that you told her that you were just waiting for your eyes to close and to finally be in peace in the presence of your mother

You're strong

Very strong

"Y-Yah, do you know how dark it is here?" You replied

"Anyways, I'm Jungkook, what's your name?" I straightforwardly said and spinned the wheel of my wheelchair to move towards you

"I'm Y/N, how long have you been here?" You asked me

"Not too long, how about you? I know you've been here longer than me, you're the patient on room 901 right?" I asked you

"Well yeah, how did you know?" You asked me out of confusion

"How can't I know, if everyday the doctors and nurses rush into your room" I said that made you smile bitterly, I was hurt, I hate myself for throwing a tantrum infront of the people who stood there by me, who believed that I can walk again, I wasn't grateful until now because now I know that my condition is far more nothing than yours, trying to differentiate things, I have someone there for me and you don't, which was harder especially if you have an illness like that

"Yeah.."

"Care joining me for a drink?" I asked you, it made you smile and this I can tell you, it made me happy

We got closer everytime we talk about our own stories and opinions, and with every smile that crepts upon your face, it makes me feel rewarded, until with every visit that I make towards your room, I was slowly falling inlove with you, I remembered everything that comes out of your mouth, I know you from head to toe, and now

I don't want you to just patiently close your eyes, I want them to be open forever until the both of us closes them together

The day I was told that I can walk again, I was so happy, remember that time I told that news to you? You hugged me tight and blushed instantly, that made my heart throb, and promised you to give you your favorite flowers, I thought you'll say thank you and any other words but you just replied something that made me confused

"Sure, but make sure to be quick"

You said and smiled, it did made me confused but I just shrugged it off since it came to me like a joke

After being discharged, I left the hospital without visiting you since I was planning to surprise you in my feet with smeraldos in my hand, I came back before the sun sets, I was happily smelling the flowers that I got you until I reached your room's door, before twisting the door knob, I took a deep breath preparing myself on confessing to you but then something shattering welcomed my eyes

Your room was empty.

Tears quietly slipped down my cheeks as my hands slowly fell down the side making the flowers that I bought you fall down the ground

"I should've been quicker"

Author's pov
Aww, too much drama aish, amd by the way, quick heads up, all of the stories that I will make will be angst since those love yourself series are way to angsty hahaha I hope you liked it

~Ellysa