Park Nia is a YouTube famous makeup guru who's been summoned by BigHit Entertainment to serve as a makeup artist. Being a big fan, Nia finds it difficult to contain her excitement, and forgets to put forth the information that she speaks and underst...
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radbish: Keeping my makeup minimal these days. ✨ #inlovewithSeoul
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It had been exactly 13 hours since I last saw them, and my vagina is still doing all sorts of weird tingly things. My stomach was churning like butter in a pot, and the elephants in my tummy were doing somersaults. I wanted to update everyone about my existence in the BigHit Entertainment building, but here's the catch; no one knows that I'm an ARMY. Not my fans, nor my friends. Only my best friends, some of my close cousins and parents knew. The fan account that I'd made had no idea of who I was, because I never did a live video or posted my own pictures which a lot of other accounts do do.
The reason I wasn't telling anyone that I'm an ARMY is because it was downright embarrassing. No, honestly. There was this time when I casually played Cypher pt. 3 in front of my 'not-so-close' friends and they were all feeling it. When one of them asked me the song's name, and I said it was K-pop, they all laughed at me like I was an emerging meme. I care a great lot about what people think of me and interpret my character as. Hence, it wasn't really in my mind anymore to tell people how I loved K-pop. I'm ashamed to call myself a true ARMY, maybe I am not even one for being like this. But I've worked really hard to get into this building, and gain fame so that people would respect any decision that I'd make. I called white people 'unseasoned' in one of my rants a year ago or something, and many people agreed with me. It was only when I met Kate did she tell me how offensive it sounded, and I posted an apology for saying what I said. Even after I'd become famous I restrained myself from opening about my actual goofy personality, and not the strong independent woman that society demands me to be as an MUA idol. But I've come too far as an imposter to show who I really am, and maybe my actual personality has even begun to fade away.
Thinking about this, I looked out of my tiny window while pasting stickers on the wall. It was a floral pattern, red in colour, which contrasted with the white walls. I'd soon go back to my actual home, with my grandparents, which wasn't far from here by the way, but I'd leave these stickers here. Maybe the next 'me' could stay here and admire it. The sky seemed to have caught fire, as it was orange from bottom but had hues of blue on the top. It looked like a flame, dimming away slowly. I had slept for three hours after lunch, but my endless yawns were beginning to hurt my lower jaw. After doing their makeup, I was sent to a closet to arrange some old clothes. I was also allowed to borrow some of them, if I liked. They weren't very expensive, and glossy or anything. But they looked very serene and filled with warmth. It was only when one of the makeup artists told me that I got to know the clothes were from that pile in Spring Day music video. I'd thought it was CGI, until I saw their behind the scenes.
