"Chaeyoung you'll only get hurt by this" the words cut through me like a knife. I was dumb,too dumb.
"I... I'm sorry" with that,Lisa ran out the door. Leaving me on the floor. Though I knew wasn't the best decision but my temptation was out of control.
This is a game and I'm always the loser.
I should apologize to her,even if it'll be awkward as hell.
I need to be in good terms with her, she's the only one for me right now. After Jennie didn't respond to my texts or calls.
And I can't afford losing Lisa anyway.
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Lisa pov
I ran away,scared. I need to be brave enough to tell chaeyoung everything.
But torture,the thing I'm used to now is gonna pass onto chaeyoung. And I don't want that.
She's my first love,but I don't know if this love will last.
Because it probably won't.
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Chaeyoung pov
I feel like an idiot,even though I am one.
It's been a week since I kissed Lisa.
And we haven't spoken to each other. I wanna have her presence.
I need it.
I feel so empty without her and it's killing me inside.
Tears started to fall the moment I realized how much I love her.
But she doesn't.
She doesn't feel the same way at all.
She knows I love her.
I know she doesn't love me.
"Chaeyoung there's someone here to see you" my thoughts get interrupted the moment my mother comes in,holding a wine bottle as usual.
I sighed and nodded my head. I put my hair in a messy ponytail and went downstairs to see the guest.
It was the person I missed the most.
"You....always come back...to...me" I whispered to myself before finally stepping my foot on the ground.
My hand tapped her shoulder and she turned around.
Her face hidden like always,with a pitch black mask.
But this time it had a heart.cute.
"Chae..hi...I guess?" She let out a nervous chuckle and then gulped.
"Hey... how's life?" I spat out the most random question.
"Good,but not good enough"
"Why?"
"Because you're not in it"
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Butterflies were exploding in my stomach. Only Lisa has the power to make me feel this way.
That moment was magical.
"Chaeyoung,kiss me again,
Like its the last time"
I remember how I grabbed her neck and passionately kissed her soft lips.
Just like eating ice cream.
Her lips were moving in all directions.
Like she wanted me.
I hope she does.
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Lisa pov
"It was a goodbye kiss.....from me"
I let out a frustrated groan. I come alive when I'm with her.
Time is going too fast and it hurts. I don't want to leave.
"Lisa,I'm going to the park. Wanna come?" Jisoo popped her tiny head in the bathroom. Forcing me to wipe my tears.
She looked at me and then corrected her position.
"Don't cry,it was your choice" her ahjumma side is revealing its colours.
"Crying won't help you" I just simply nodded.
"Lets go"
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Jisoo pov
This was the most terrible mistake of my life.
I'm sorry Lisa.
