The New Girl In New Directions - A Glee Fanfic

Chapter 24

My heart falls to my stomach

Quinn yells, "SAM GET OFF OF ME! I DON'T WANT TO!"

"But Brooke..." He slurs, my name? And continues to kiss her.

Quinn squirms free from underneath him.

She runs to me, still standing at the door frame.

She is on the brink of crying.

"I never thought he would be this way. He loved you. I don't know what happened. I can't be around him. He wanted to have sex with me and I tried to get out of it because he just got on top of me and started kissing me."

She does shed a tear and walks out.

I walk angrily to the bed where he now sits.

"WHAT THE HELL DID YOU DO?!" I yell with rage.

"We were making out and you didn't want to do anything but I didn't respect that and I'm so sorry." He slurs his shit lie words slightly.

"YOU'RE LYING! YOU WERE MAKING OUT WITH QUINN! WE ARE OVER!"

I storm out.

I break down in the hallway, outside the door.

I put my back to the wall and sink down so I'm sitting on the tacky carpeting.

How could he do that to me and then lie about it as if that lie was even realistic?

He said he loved me, even when Quinn said he didn't, during our feud

He knew my darkest secrets before anyone

He sang "All of Me" to me

He said I was beautiful and perfect no matter what

He respected my wishes

He was my person

I never thought we would have a last kiss

I some how gather the strength to softly sing the words to myself

I still remember the look on your face

Lit through the darkness at 1:58

The words that you whispered for just us to know

You told me you loved me so why did you go away, away

I do recall now the smell of the rain

Fresh on the pavement, I ran off the plane

That July 9th the beat of your heart

It jumps through your shirt, I can still feel your arms

But now I'll go sit on the floor wearing your clothes

All that I know is I don't know

How to be something you'd miss

Never thought we'd have a last kiss

Never imagined we'd end like this

Your name, forever the name on my lips

I do remember the swing of your step

The life of the party, you're showing off again

And I roll my eyes and then you pulled me in

I'm not much for dancing but for you I did

Because I loved your handshake, meeting my father

I love how you walk with your hands in your pockets

How you'd kiss me when I was in the middle of saying something

There's not a day I don't miss those rude interruptions

And I'll go, sit on the floor wearing your clothes

All that I know is I don't know

How to be something you'd miss

Never thought we'd have a last kiss

Never imagined we'd end like this

Your name, forever the name on my lips, ohh

So I'll watch your life in pictures like I used to watch you sleep

And I'll feel you forget me like I used to feel you breathe

And I'll keep up with our old friends just to ask them how you are

Hope it's nice where you are

And I hope the sun shines and it's a beautiful day

And something reminds you, you wish you had stayed

We can plan for a change in weather and time

I never planned on you changing your mind

So, I'll go, sit on the floor wearing your clothes

All that I know is I don't know

How to be something you'd miss

I never thought we'd have our last kiss

Never imagined we'd end like this

Your name, forever the name on my lips

Just like our last kiss, forever the name on my lips

Forever the name on my lips, just like our last

I wipe my tears and try to pull myself together before I go into the party room.

I knock on the door and Santana answers.

She immediately asks, ""Have you been crying?"

She closes the door and we talk out in the hallway.

"I walked in on Sam making out with Quinn and he started saying my name and then she said that he started kissing her and he wanted to have sex. And he tried to tell me we were doing that. I broke up with him because he willingly cheated on me with Quinn and she didn't want to, so he forced her into it." I start to cry again.

"Trouty mouth loves you, and that I'm sure of. Quinn probably set it up! She has been out to steal him back for ages! She was really bitchy tonight. Something isn't right and I'll figure out what."

"I appreciate it Santana, but we're looking too far into this. We're over and that's it."

I wipe my tears again.

"You're giving up. I still haven't given up on true love. The person could never love me back but I will never give up."

I never thought I would see a single tear escape the dark eyes of Santana Lopez.

"Is it Britt?"

Of course she doesn't say anything at first.

"We're best friends. You can tell me."

"Fine it's Britt. But the difference is that Sam loves you. Britt doesn't love me."

"She does. She just doesn't know how to say it."

We hug each other and stay like that for awhile.

We go back to our little party.

I decide to take a beer and get my mind off of things.

I don't remember much about the rest of the night but I do remember what Quinn says to me when we go back to our rooms.

"He doesn't deserve either of us."

"Ya we deserve so much better."

I don't speak again.

I should live by those words, but I can't.

He cheated on me and I should hate him.

But I still feel that burning love I felt in my heart ever since we sang Everything Has Changed.