~Good Day~ | ~Bad Day~

~Why am I like this?..~

September. 25th, 2017
11:43pm

I'm quiet.

I'm the quiet person that likes to hide away from everything that's loud.

I hide so then that way other people can focus on what they need too and not have to worry about me.

Worry.

Worry.

Worry. 

That's all I ever do.

I worry so much I forget to worry about myself.

When I try and talk to someone they get pulled away into a different conversation.

When they get pulled away, there's no point for me to wait till it's done. I just slip away to not bother them anymore.

I slip away and go where it's quiet and safe.

Where it's quiet and safe for me to be able to think and be with my own menacing thoughts.

Keeping up with my writing and drawing.

My writing and drawing to express myself of how I am feeling that I can put into verbal words but in a thought or poem.

I hold my emotions in so much I can't make out any verbal words. It's just trapped with my head.

Here I am trapped in my own head with the thoughts that plague me.

Why do people who are cheery and happy deal with such infuriating problems that they don't need in life?..