I wish
I wish I wasn't sad
I wish I could be with her again
I wish I could see her smile
I would probably forget everything if I saw her ever again
In another world
A better world
Where she was alive and happily married
Instead of trapped
Trapped with three kids
Trapped with an alcoholic husband
Trapped in a house without a job
Trapped in a home where she couldn't be herself
Where she was judged for going to church
By, by the man she loved
Love
What even is love
Love is only pain
Pain is horrible yet beautiful
Without pain there can't be pleasure
But the child never saw pleasure
I never saw pleasure
Just pain
Pain took me away
Pain took her away
I wish
I wish she was happy when she was alive
I hope she was happy
I wish I was with her
But I have to wait
To be with her
By: Emily McQ.
