After months of my seventeen birthday,
I realized a lot of things,
Especially the saying
That simply we are not meant to have somethings in life,
I know I've said it before,
Hundred if not thousand of times,
That I will let you go,
But trust me it was all a lie,
Even though,
Time has passed for the you and I
I still want to confess to you,
I still have the lust of hugging you
Every time I see you,
I still get the thought of you simply because a lot of things remind me of you,
Of us.
But dear first love,
It was wrong,
I was holding on things that weren't meant to be mine,
That's why it hurted me so much,
And still do,
Now,
I must admit of you being happy with someone else,
Someone who is not me,
Someone who you are meant to be with,
Someone who will mean the world to you,
Just like the way you mean the world to me,
But tonight,
I am truly letting you go,
Leaving behind me,
All of my promises
Of loving you for an eternity,
All of my untold words,
The ones in which I wanted to say that you are my universe,
All of my regrets,
To see you walking away without confessing,
All of our memories,
In which we laughed and smiled as if there was no tomorrow.
Yes,
I'm saying my farewell,
Wishing you to be well,
For a whole lifetime to come,
But until we meet again,
Remember,
That one-day you had a friend who really cared about you, Because yes,
A friend,
That's what I was.
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My Other Side
PoetryI gathered all of my writings in here. The writing I wrote while everyone is sleeping. These writings are my other side. The other side that no one ever knew.
