Dusk Till Dawn - Shameron / Cash FanFic

Red Paint

- Blake POV -

The countertop of my bathroom sink, it was if someone took red paint and just spattered it everywhere.
But the reality was, it was my blood that filled the white canvas that was my countertop.
I couldn't hold back the urge, I tired but was powerless.
I looked at my arm, 4 uneven, red lines.
It looked at myself in the mirror.

"This isn't you Blake" I say to myself.

I cleaned the wounds
I put on a hoodie to cover them.
No one can find out I did it again, Cam doesn't know, nobody except Aaron knows.

I decided to text Aaron. I need someone to talk too before I cut more.

Blake: Hey

Aaron: hey Blake what's up ?

Blake: not much. I'm bored, wanna hangout ?

Aaron: Sure, I'll swing by to get you

Blake: Sounds great. See you soon

I sat the phone down and stared at the knife I had just finished cutting myself with.
My blood was on it.
I couldn't stop looking at it

I must have zoned out, next thing I know the doorbell rings.

I look out my window, it's Aaron. I quickly grab the knife and cover it with an old shirt and hide it.

I run downstairs and open the door

"Yo ! Blake what's up ?"

"Not much"

"Well watcha wanna do ?"

"Let's go somewhere. Anywhere but here"

"Okay let's go"

We walk outside and get in his car and leave.

- Cameron POV -

Shawn and I had just finished a make out session.
He had to go, but I told him to come by whenever he wants
I mean I don't know what we are, friends obviously.
But are we a thing ?
I'll ask Nash

Cam: Hey Nashy I need to talk

Nash: what's up ?

Cam: Shawn came over.

Nash: Did you enjoy it ?

Cam: yeah I did. And so did he, I don't know what we are. Like we full on made out Nash.

Nash: Heh I don't know Cam. Where is he now ?

Cam: He had to leave

Nash: did he say where too ?

Cam: No, he like looked at his phone and then was like I gotta go

Nash: I see. Well I'm not sure what you guys are but talk to him Cam, if it's meant to be then it will happen.

Cam: you're right. Thanks for being my bestest friend Nashy

Nash: you're welcome Cammy

Cam: I'll talk to you later then. Gotta go find Shawn

Nash: good luck ! Let me know what happens !

Cam: will do Nashy

I grabbed my car keys and called Shawn.

- Taylor POV -

This party is going to be off the fuckin walls.
I mean, Cam is going to be there, Nash and little Hayesy Poo, the Jack's, Blake, Aaron, Shawn and a few others and not to forget the girls like dayum
Oh and there maybe some alcohol.
Just a tad.

- Aaron POV -

Blake seems off today.
Earlier he said he wanted to be anywhere but here and here was home.
God I hope he's not cutting again.
I found him out a while back. He explained everything to me, I helped him through it and the cutting stopped.

"Blake"

"What ?" He says looking over at me

I look at his wrist and nod.

"What ? No of course not. Why would I be cutting again ?"

"Show me"

"I-I uh. Okay but pull over the car. I don't wanna die while you're looking at my wrist.

I pull the car over and he shows me his left wrist.

"Okay, now the other"

He hesitates.

"Aaron..."

"What ? If you have nothing to hide you shouldn't have anything to fear"

He sighs and pulls up his sleeves to reveal 4, uneven, red lines.

"Oh Blake"

"Please don't yell at me. I couldn't help the urge it was so str..."

I cut him off

"Shhh, it's okay. Give me your arm"

He puts his arm out and I grab it. I lean in and kiss each line individually.

"There, all better. Now promise me Blake you won't cut again"

He looks down

"It's not that easy Aaron"

"I know Blake. But I'm here for you. I'll help you through this okay ? I care about you"

He looks at me and smiles.

"Thanks Aaron. It means a lot"

"You're welcome Blake"

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Well there's another chapter. I might stop this book since it's not getting many views.
I mean if you want me to continue it I will, just let me know.
Byeeeeeeeee