I smile,
I laugh,
I cry,
But
It's hard to smile,
Too tiring to laugh,
And too tired to cry every fckn day!
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One day when my grandmother notice my change in behavior,
She confronted me and ask why am I like this?
She said she is worried, and that she can't sleep because of me,
That time,
I really wanted to tell her why,
I wanted to tell her " it's because of my depression"
But then my mind suddenly play tricks with me, instead of saying what I am suffering about, I just said to her that I'm just lazy,
And thankfully she buys it,
And also my parents ask me the same thing and I replied them with the same answer,
Because I don't want for them to be distracted with me I don't want to feel like a burden to them,
Plus Who knows they might just put me down at the end and laugh about me, knowing their attitudes.
STAI LEGGENDO
The Monster Within Me
Storie breviI have this other side within me, He is a monster called depression. What's it is like to have a depression? Are you curious? This is a true story of mine, And how my life before and after I got my depression. This is my free book, So don't expect...
