Can I give up now? I hate myself for everything. I lied to my friends and it has made us all grow aparttoday. they hate me for it and I understand. If they all never talk to me again i will stay strong while I die watching them actually have fun together still.
Don't tell me to stay strong. I can't. I wanna give in but I want to go to
Heaven. I'm so sorry. I'm not pretty enough for anyone. It's my fault Finn died, I should have loved him more and taken him on that walk.
If I die before I wake, God take me into your arms.
