hi. taeyong

fourty seven

a few hours ago

jaehyun sent you a message

jaehyun:
miyeong
i miss you so badly

jaehyun:
i really want to see you again
but you keep distancing yourself
from me

jaehyun:
please can we do something about it?
what's happening.. to us?
seen

jaehyun:
i know what youre feeling
angry and confused, i understand
i truly do

jaehyun:
and you have all the rights
to be angry at me

miyeong:
do you think such a simple excuse
like that would make me see you?

miyeong:
you should try harder

jaehyun:
okay, maybe it is but the point is
can't you see how much i want to see you?

jaehyun:
i miss you so much

jaehyun:
don't you feel the same way?
seen

miyeong:
i don't want to lie to a liar
message deleted

jaehyun:
please miyeong
can we at least call?


jaehyun:
i just want to know if you're fine

miyeong:
i'm fine
there

jaehyun:
i want to hear you say it
please

miyeong:
if i hear your voice
it makes me want to love you again but

miyeong:
i don't want to love again
it hurts both of us
i don't like it
you won't like it..

jaehyun:
what,
what are you trying to say..?

miyeong:
is it really possible for us to
patch things up and pretend like nothing happened?

miyeong:
it's impossible
the tension between us is already high

miyeong:
it's hopeless
seen

miyeong:
i'm tired of allowing others to hurt me emotionally
i'm real tired with all of the constant lies others tell me

miyeong:
i'm real tired of this "fantasy" i'm living in

miyeong:
love is just useless for me even from the beginning... i think
until now i would ask myself how i allowed myself to fall in love

miyeong:
when i first fell in love with taeyong
message deleted

miyeong:
everything is clear to me
i was blinded by love
i should have known from the start that
love is merely a feeling that can potentially
cut the red string connected by people,
pulling them apart

jaehyun:
miyeong
i love you
so so much

miyeong:
right now
i can't even love myself
how can i learn to love you?

jaehyun:
are you
breaking up with me?

miyeong:
tell me what should i do

jaehyun:
don't break up with me.

jaehyun:
we can always fix this
i'll find a way to ease the tension
i'll improve myself each day
i'll literally do whatever it takes
just... don't break up with me

miyeong:
i don't know who to completely trust anymore..
what if your efforts will be wasted?

miyeong:
i've been considering what taeyong said to me earlier
even if they claim him as a sick person
his words were truthful

jaehyun:
miyeong..
taeyong is mentally...sick
which is why Ha Ri and i wished to avoid any interactions
between the two of you

jaehyun:
this would have happened
if this continues, something worse can happen..

miyeong:
maybe that worse case scenario is me breaking up with you..
i don't think i can keep up with you anymore, jaehyun..

miyeong:
i'm tired of being lied to

jaehyun is calling you

jaehyun
"miyeong... why are you acting like this?"

the male's voice
sounded weak,
as his voice was covered
with painful cries and sobs

miyeong:
"i'm sorry....i'm really sorry...
i just don't understand anything anymore...
where is this even going? what's the point of all this..?"

miyeong:
"i loved you... jaehyun
i loved you so much
i just can't imagine a future with you
because i can't imagine my own."

miyeong:
"again... i'm sorry"

You ended the call