Lovesick | VMIN

18

Yoongi's P.O.V

Everything was going as planned.

I will finally have Jimin to myself if i just added a little more spice

It was true, i had always notice the little cries Jimin has been giving up for the past few months. He would always go to the bathroom and roll himself into ball and cry. The only words that would always come out was "Taehyung"

The fact that it saddens me is one thing, but the fact that it was Taehyung's name was the part where it bothered me. A Lot

It was also accompanied with the action he did to break anyone that see's

I found myself in the current grounds waiting area. It was quite nice place to just sit and do nothing

We didn't really have to worry much about ARMYs, because the the whole floor was occupied by us. This includes the backup dancers and staff. So there is  Well, Sasaeng is a problem but i decided not to think much about it

I looked at the rolex branded watch on my wrist. It should be about time Jungkook is done. But he is taking his time

3rd P.O.V

Jungkook had found himself in front of Taehyung's door once again for the second time since they've arrived at the hotel.

He tried to rephrase what he was supposed to do

Talk, comfort, break. Got it

He gave himself a large breath of air before his knuckles tapped itself on the door

"Hyung!"

Surprisingly, the door opened, revealing a the platinumish blonde boy who's eyes were a bit redish

Must've cried

The boy on the other hand was surprised. He thought that it was Taehyung who was approaching him. Turns out his presence didn't fill in the expectation

"Jungkook. I don't want to fight" Jimin said firmly as he attempted to close the door back, this was stopped when Jungkook had grab hold of the older's hand and the wall inside the room.

"Wait hyung! We need to talk"

Jimin had no choice, he knew Jungkook would force himself in the room if he didn't let him. He was strong after all.

Both sat on the sofa, Jimin had expected him to say something. Hopefully quick because he knew that both of them will eventually stir up into another fight. This time with no one stopping them

"Listen, i know you like Taehyung" it was obvious, so obvious that Jimin didn't even flinch at the statement. He accepted the fact

"You too right" Jungkook also nods, not denying that fact.

Jimin knows this all too well. He had seen this all. It was like in his favorite drama. Two boys will compete. The childhood friend always lose. The best friend always lose. In this case, he considered himself as the second lead boy.  victory will never be his, he knew this and put up a smile and at least fight a little "Maybe the best m-"

The words were cut when Jungkook did "no, not the best. I will definitely win" Jimin started at the determinate face, and sighed but kept his lips shut. But what he said next was what made his jaw opened

"Taehyung never loved you" 

Jimin felt like crying. His heart had rejected those four words but his brain was accepting it. He wanted to stab both his heart and brain and fully nullify his ability to feel anything.

"H-how do you know that..?" Tears steamed down on his cheek again, not bothering to wipe them away

"He told me"

Jungkook was holding himself to not grin and show any cocky expression. It was a lie. No one knows what Taehyung was feeling right now but the breakdown Jimin was having gave Jungkook satisfaction for himself

"You heard us right? Back in the dorm in Taehyung's room"

Jimin nod. Jungkook in his mind was snickering like crazy. He wasn't going to stop

"We kissed"

Silence Jimin

"We tasted each other"

Speachless

"We had sex"

Drops of tears fell to the carpet

"Stop.. i know.." he sobbed, his high toned voice became crooked and he was shaking. Reality had hit him too hard for him to handle as he was now on his knees with his palms covering his sobbing self

Jungkook felt satisfaction, feeling like he had his fun. He left the room.

"Taehyung and i are dating"

As soon as the door closed, Jimin broke down. He was crying. He felt like he was going to scream and he did but with the boy he fell in love as the words that were shout

It was coming back

His old habit of going to the bathroom and siting inside the tub while muttering his name. As far as he knows, no one had known this habit of his

"I.. love you so much.. why can't you do the same.. Taehyung.."

His hand slowly grabbed the comb that was on the sink as he was on the tub.

He began grinding the item into his wrist. At first it was slow and it felt ticklish, but it wasn't satisfied enough for him. He started grinding it faster and he pressed it down with more force. It created red spots on his wrist, it kinda feels like how he normally scratches his wrist when a mosquito bite him

Not enough

This time, he pressed it even harder that even with a single grind. It started revealing small blobs of blood.

It was his first time seeing something amusing like that. He found it fascinating. He didn't felt any pain until he looked at his wrist once more to see some flowing. It stings but it felt good to have

He had grown to like the pain

Usually, back in his dorm. He would usually grab a pencil to scratch himself in the bathroom. It was always when Hoseok was fast asleep. He had always did this in the night, but even back then he had known where to stop, back then he knows he's still at the edge, but has not fallen yet and stopped when he saw the white lines in the middle of the red ones that indicated the scratch mark. Yes, he stopped, he didn't want to feel sharp cutting pain, he only wanted to feel red scratch pain

But now, it was different. He was falling of the cliff.

He knows this better more than anyone else that he should stop

Every single time the comb harshly grinds on it, the percentage of a scratch mark being form was 68%. He had liked the he made himself. It was like a gamble that he would play every night
 
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-- Author nim felt a sadness in her heart as she wrote this chapter --

-- no tears were shed but no one can lie to themselves --

Also. I noticed how some of the chapter's read went from

Chapter 6 : 17 reads
Chapter 7 : 27 reads

Did you guys skip the chapter 😂😂