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•REAL LIFE•

As I laid in my messy bed not caring to fix it every day, I thought to myself I should've never gotten drunk.

I should've just stayed in because I lost something so special and I'm never going to have him back.

A tear slipped on my stained tear cheek and I sat up.

I shakily grabbed my phone and tapped on my contacts, my white finger shakily tapped on Auston's contact.

It ranged and I put it close to my ear, it felt like forever when it kept ringing.

'You know what to do, I'm not trying to sound like an asshole or anything but I didn't answer because I'm probably sleeping or mad at you.'

I chewed on my fingernail as the beep sound came on, i sighed and my vision started to get blurry.

"I know you don't want to talk to me but I just feel miserable for doing what I did which I'm ashamed of, I'm really sorry Auston. I hope you could forgive me," I said and ended the call, I shot my phone to the wall in anger not caring if it broke.

Hey, i know it's short but it's alright aha but see ya!