I know this body
I know this frame
I've smelled this scent
I've spoken its name
I've laughed and cried
I've lost all pride
To be here
So where are you?
Can't you feel this body?
Can't you see this frame?
Of course not
How could I have ever expected you to feel the same?
Granted, you did not vanish, it was me
But I only did so to make you see
I care more than the average lover
I'm willing to keep my heart, undercover
To stand aside and watch you dance
To watch you smile
To watch you get a second chance
At love, at bliss, at happiness
Could you not have found this with me?
My hands are cuffed
My eyes are puffed
I tried to stay away
Look what happened
I knew I'd loose myself to you
But not in this way
I will apologize for much
Scars, wounds, boldness and such
But a cannot make such a promise and keep it true
I will not apologize for falling sick with love for you.
