Why do people want to turn me into a monster? They hurt me emotionally, physically and mentally. They say you are born with depression. That's a lie. It can be developed too... People believe I am all these things: A whore, dumb, fat a slut and many more words I cannot list I cannot list for they all hurt and are evil. People break other people. Monsters don't feel. I feel everything.. It's like a knife wound. Monsters kill. I don't. Therefore I am not a monster. Why do people downgrade me or hurt me.. I don't know, but I wish they would tell me... It hurts not knowing. It hurts to hurt... It also hurts to be anxious all the time. Monsters are not anxious. If they are they are not monsters. People say I can't or won't get a job Why?
Because I apparently either have an attitude problem Or it's because I refuse to work weekends. I act strong on the outside, but inside I am breaking. It always feels like my heart is racing, breaking in the process Why are some to most people so cruel? I will never know, but I wish it would end.. I constantly feel at War with other people. Except I don't fight back. I already know I will have lost. Pain is what kills people. Just like people kill people. Guns can't kill. What has our society come to. I can't control pain Nor can I control medical issues. Medicine can't do it either... It can only temporarily remove the problem Or make it worse. Memories most are hard to remember Unless they are bad and hurtful ones. Monsters don't have memories... They live in the streets. Pushed away from society just like me They have issues they can't control.. In the end they do feel though. People just don't understand
They can't until it happens to them.
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Book of Poetry
PoetryI will include a book of poetry that can sometimes be very emotional. I wish to make this in order to connect with some of my readers.