Do you really hate me that much to hurt me?
Do you really even care?
Do you even really tell the truth?
I cry really hard because of you...
I really cry myself to sleep because of you...
I really hate myself because of you...
I really wish I was dead because of you...
I really wish I had the guts to hurt myself instead of you hurting me...
I really wish I could feel something other than pain...
Do I still really love you ...? I don't know anymore.
I really envy the ones who hurt themselfs because they have something I don't and thats guts...
Can I really end it all...? Maybe the day I have the guts to...
When will I really do it...? Tomorrow? A week from now? A month? A year? One day...
'You' are many people and my thoughts...
I'm a person, blood and flesh mended together to creat a body... A human that's hurting because it can't handle the world and it's self.... I may make mistakes but I'm only human... A human that wishes for death and nothing less... A human that feels alone... A human that wishes it was never born... A human that's hidding from it's self... So why would you puhowe here if you wanted the world to be great...? Is it to show how less I am to others...? Because your doing a great job... Maybe one day I can just die...
YOU ARE READING
My Journal Thing...
Random~Little Words Can Mean Alot. Even If It Means Nothing To You, It Can Mean Alot To The Next Person It Runs By.~ Just My Thoughts And Crap... I Hope You Read Though... At Least In A Way I'm Talking To You... Even If You Don't Reply Or Care... Thanks A...
