I'm going numb...
Am I just dumb...?
The only thing I can feel now
Is pain...
Am I going insane...?
God just help me chose a different
lane...
Maybe I'm just too plane
For this type of game
But I'll keep hurting if you keep
Encouraging me to change
So help me God...
I'm one step away
From taking this "phase"
To a whole other case
Where I'm not here but
In the grave...
And your out there
Taking the blame
For all of my mistakes
I'm sorry I'm such a fuck up
I guess I just don't have good luck...
I'll see you one day then the next
I'll be thinking of cutting my neck
And bleeding all over the floor
With a locked door...
Just remember I loved you...
Even though it felt like I was being
Shoved away...
YOU ARE READING
My Journal Thing...
Random~Little Words Can Mean Alot. Even If It Means Nothing To You, It Can Mean Alot To The Next Person It Runs By.~ Just My Thoughts And Crap... I Hope You Read Though... At Least In A Way I'm Talking To You... Even If You Don't Reply Or Care... Thanks A...
