Here we go again, stuck in my head,
Trying to stop the lying going on inside, I feel dead.
My brother decided to harm his arm,
While I'm thinking that's what I want.
I'm hurting more now,
Knowing that he wants to end himself.
It's like my harmful thoughts,
Leaked out,
And reached out,
Just to swallowed him whole.
I know he's hurting but so am I,
I just didn't tell anyone.
Almost everyday I think of taking away myself,
But now these idols are popping up in my feed,
Showing me to Love Myself and everything.
I love them but I know they'll never notice me.
For now I'm just going to keep wishing myself away,
And to keep my brother safe.
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