you still smile at me.
play with my things when I'm not paying attention.
with your devious smirk
and
that playful look in your eyes.
you keep making it harder for me to hate you.
every time I see you like this,
i forget the awful things you said,
you did,
the awful things you are.
my brain knows it's wrong but my heart is full of worthless feelings for you
sometimes when i see the good in people i focus on it so much, i forget the crimes they committed against me and the people i care about. i blind myself from the truth to justify my own desperation and selfish needs—

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Poetrythis is a story from a segment of my life where i found love -or what I thought was- then lost it, as quickly as it came this is my experience these are my regrets he was my mistake this was my heartbreak 🥀 hey guys! welcome to my first boo...