Loser Club - IT Imagines

Bill (request)

How far this book has come is amazing! (thanks again!!!) 

This isnt very good! so sorry D: but also there is mentions of self harm! so please dont read if easily offended etc 

Request for shodgson250

My eyes opened slowly, feeling a pain shoot through my arm

I groaned and looked down to see my cuts from the other day had re opened

I looked around to see I was in an old room, like it was an abandoned house

I sat up, seeing there was a pile of old toys in the corner, the windows all boarded up

Why was I here?

I tried to remember what happened but my memory became fuzzy

I got up to my feet, walking over to the door

I tried to open it but there was no use

I groaned, trying my hardest to pull the door open

I slammed my fist against the door

'For god sake!'

'Now, now y/n.'

I turned around to be met with a clown

My eyes widened 'what the-'

He grinned, showing his goofy teeth

'It's great to finally meet you.' He smirked

'W-who are you!?' I said

'Pennywise! The dancing clown!' he said grinnig

'W-what?! This some kind of prank?' I said

He laughed 'No, but it is time to flaot' he said and grabbed a red balloon

'Float? I don't want to float! Are you on drugs?'

He shook his head frantically, coming closer

My back hit the wall, stopping me from getting any further

He was only inches away, before he widened his mouth, his teeth expanding

In that moment I thought this was it, I was going to die. I was never going to see my family again, my friends. Bill.

I closed my eyes shut, waiting for the pain, waiting for it to end

The door burst open 'Get away from her!'

My eyes opened to see Bill stood there with the guys

I sighed relief, looking over to the clown infront of me

His face was furious

'Well hello B-B-Billy.' He grinned

'Screw you!' Richie said

Pennywise grinned, walking over to them

'You don't scare us! Not anymore.'

Pennywise laughed 'Oh you will! You will fear me. All of you will.' He said

And just like that he was gone

Bill rushed over to me

'You okay?'

I nodded, my head started to get fuzzy and before I knew it I collapsed on the floor

--

Bill placed me on his bed, putting a blanket around me

'What happened?' I mumbled

'Y-you fainted. Eddie s-said its probably because of the s-stress' he said

I sighed, looking down to see my arms are on show

My eyes widened and I put them under the covers

'I-I've seen them. Your cuts.' he said

'Bill...'

'W-we need to talk y/n.' He said, sittng next to me

'Do we have to?' I asked, knowing exactly what was coming

He nodded 'Y-y/n why do you hurt y-yourself?'

I sighed and shrugged, even though I knew exactly why I did it

'Y/n look at me.' He said, grabbing my face to look at him 'P-please I want to h-help.'

I scanned his face, seeing that he was genuinely concerned about me

'I-I just hate everything.' I mumbled 'I'm just not happy Bill, happy with myself, my life. I wake up depressed, I go to sleep depressed! Ive had enough of it!' I said

'Hey, h-hey calm down.'

'Bill you don't understand, I just want to turn it off.' I said

'Come here' he pulled me into him 'Y-you just don't understand how s-special you are.'

'Bill don't lie...'

'I'm not lying.' He pushed me back a little, looking at me again

'You are the most important person in my life, especially after G-Georgie...' he stopped, taking a deep breath 'i-I thought we lost y-you too. I-I can't lose you, y/n. Please stop hurting yourself, l-let me help you.' He said

I simply nodded

He pulled me into another hug

'W-we will get through this. It wont be easy but im here for you. Stay as long as you like.' He said

'Thank you, Bill. I appreciate it.' I gave him a small kiss on the cheek

'L-lets go to sleep yeah?'

I agreed and we both soon fell asleep