Mean, but I like it ✔️

If only (Alexa's pov)

When I walked out of the closet I bumped into my old friends the ones who ignored me when I was talked about. How laughed with the people who laughed at me.

"Alexa." Kendall said.

"Kendall and Ash." I said looking at Ashley.

"I'm sorry for not believing you when you told us that nothing happened between you and Finn, he told us the truth after that Jessica girl almost beat him to a pulp." Ashley said laughing.

I began smiling that's what she went to do omg no ones ever done anything like that for me. I swear Jessica brings out these emotions in me that I've never felt before.

"Any how would you like your old spot back at our table, being Are leader reeking havoc on the world." I smiled.

I never realized how happy Jessica made me, she made me feel like doing all of those things weren't what made me happy but I did miss being popular and ruining lives.

I smiled.

"I'm in." I said.

I walked into class and it felt just like old times I was the queen and the rest of the students were peasants.

I glanced at Jessica and saw her scribbling something in her journal. Will it be weird if I sat near her? Wpuld someone suspect somethings going on between us. I shook my head and decided against it and sat down at my seat.

"Well Jessica and Alexa how's that project going?" He asked.

"Very Well Thanks For asking." Jessica said. I smiled that's my baby.

I can't believe I just said that, what is this girl doing to me? I usually don't let myself fall for someone but with her it's different with her I feel like I can be myself and she won't judge.

But I did realize how I barely know things about her every time we hangout it's always about me.

The bell rung and I went to lunch I sat at the table with Ashley and Kendal they wanted to sit with the boys who picked on me and talked about me but to my surprise when I got to the table they act like nothing ever happened like it was a regular day treating like how they did before all of this happened.

I saw Jessica sit at the table with Vanessa and they were talking about something and it caused her to laugh. God she has a beautiful laugh.

Caleb got up from the table.

"Hey guys I'll be back I'm just gonna say hey to Jessica." He said walking to her table.

He sat down and said something to her making her blush. What did he say to her? Is he flirting with her? Hell no! I was knocked out of my thoughts.

"So you wanna hangout today at the mall we can go shopping like you like to do." Ash said. I looked at Jessica and Caleb and back at Ash.

"Um actually I'm busy I have a project." They laughed.

"Since when does Alexa Vega pick project over shopping." I smiled but it was fake I never realized how much faking I did with them.

"Okay I'll be there." I said they giggled.

"Okay fab." Kendall said before pulling out her phone. The bell rung and we all went to class.