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Yuu and a little bit if Mika.

Mate still hadn't eaten, I huffed I had hoped I wouldn't have to do this I took the bottle from his hands and drank some, Mate stared at me, surprised. After I had gotten a decent mouth full I kissed
him, he opens his mouth in shock, I pushed some of the blood from my mouth into his. He didn't have choice but to swallow. I repeated the proses untill the bottle was empty. It wasn't much, but it was something, Mate looked at me with self loathing and sorrow in his eyes as well as pain. I didn't like the thought of hurting mate, but I couldn't just let him starve.
Mate still hadn't looked at me. I bit my lip and whimpered. He  didn't look at me, my eye twitched, if he was going to be like that then fine! I stormed out of the aisle and made a left. I found a bed, apparently I was in a home furnish store. The previous aisle had light bulbs on the shelves.
I sighed, yuu had run off, well, it was Yuu, but wasn't Yuu. Yuu didn't call me mate. And You didn't have wings, he couldn't control water, or salt, Yuu didn't have those markings or have black and yellow eye's, Yuu wasn't the king of salt. Wait, oh shit, no, no, no,no no. I looked around, there, the puddle of water, my eyes were red, not blue, damn it, damn it, I was a... all because of, all because of.. Yuu, no matter how much I deniy it, it was Yuu, it had my family's scent, his voice everything, that thing it was Yuu.
I felt my eyes water, no, no, no, no.
I could smell salt water. Mate was crying, I could hear him too. I wanted to go to him and hug him, just tell him that everything was ok but it wasn't, I couldn't help but think it was my fault, he had only started to cry after I left. My heart sized at the thought of making mate cry. It wasn't right, I had to protect him, not hurt him! But he had to learn. He knew he would have starves but he refused, he had to learn that he couldn't get away with hurting himself, and it was his duty as his mate to teach him that, no matter how much he didn't like it. But if it came to it, he would go to him, he was Mika's and Mika was his. And he would protect his mate, just like mika would protect him, he had before, after all. Besides, there were beds here, several of them, and there was lost time to catch up on, and things he wanted to continue.

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