Kpop Imagines

Imagine #44 // Jongin pt.04

you left me now that I need you the most

who is going to listen to my problems ?

who is going to give me advice ?

who is going to talk to me for hours on the phone ?

who is going to be the shoulder I can cry on ?

I tried calling you the day my heart couldn't take it anymore

the day I decided to tell you

the day I said fuck it I already lost everything what's there more to loose

I remember sitting at the bathroom floor

that cold , empty feeling crawling on my skin

typing with shaky hands your number

how after a while of waiting , the line said the number does not exist

ending the call , I threw my phone across the floor

I hugged my knees and started crying

crying seemed like the only thing I did this past month

and so I finally realised

that I did not matter to you anymore

and this time

it was not okay