Supernatural one shots

Winchester sister

You never really felt like a proper sister to sam and dean, they never treat you the same as they do each other. They patch each other up, they put them selfs in danger to protect the other. Hell they would even die for each other and they have several times but not for you, you always seem to be sat in back ground forgotten about, left to patch you self up after hunts, to watch them sacrifice them selfs for each other. You always wonder if its because of something you did one day, maybe it was because they blamed your dads death on you, or maybe just because you were born from a different women to them, breaking what little they had left of a normal family.
But you never felt for alone and hurt than you do now, you are currently left laying on the floor of a dirty basement alone, in pain, bleeding and slipping in and out of consciousness.

*2 hours earlier*
You, Sam and Dean are now in the basement that you track the nest of vampires that you were hunting to. They're are at least four of them Sam is fighting of one of them, Dean another, when you see one come charging at you, you try fighting back but another creeps up behind you and hits you in the head. After pulling your self back up of the floor one of them throws you across the room into a beam causing a great pain. You can see Dean had cut of the head of the one he was struggling with but instead of helping you with the two vamps that were closing in on you again he went over to help Sam. Before you could shout for help you felt one stepping on your wrist the other on your ankle, slowly adding more pressure so you can feel you bones starting to crack under it. Letting out the loudest scream you ever thought possible, hoping that it would at least get your brothers attention but they don't even look at you, you can see they leaving the basement with out you, patting each other on the back for doing well, leaving you behind.

*2 hours after*
You're not sure how you you've been laid here but after you saw your brothers leaving you behind, one of the vampires bit you drinking some of your blood causing you to pass out. When you came round they weren't there anymore, they probably thought they'd done enough to kill you.
You're starting to think they might have done, you can feel yourself getting weaker. Knowing that you left your phone behind in the impala, so that it wouldn't get broken.
You don't know what else to do, you never liked asking for help, it made you feel weak, but what else can you do right now. With tears running down your face, even that causing you pain, you start praying for cas.
Just when you feel the darkness taking over you again you see cas, here to help you.

Before you know it you at in the bunker, in cas's arms he moves you over to the big comfy chair, just after healing you your brothers turn up.
"Hey cas." They both greet the angel. Castiel can feel the anger start to rise in him even more, how could they just ignore you like that.
"Hey! Are you kidding me! Do you not see your sister she is in so much pain i can feel it from her! That is if after i have healed her, she was dying When she called begging me for help, i found her on the brink of death!! Do you want to know what injuries she had, she had a broken ankle and wrist and ribs, almost a broken back! Along with a large wound to her head which she was bleeding out from! Oh and them vampires drank her blood! And you just left her there, what makes you think that you can do this to your sister!!" He can see they guilty look on the brothers face, but at this point, guilt wasn't enough.
"We didn't realise, we were caught up in the adrenalin from the hunt. I feel awful now." Sam says to the angel, while dean just stands there silent, with a straight look on his face, making castiel start talking again.
"To right you should feel bad. What about you dean, do you just not care about her at all, because thats what she thinks, what did she ever do to you. Do you know what she thinks, she thinks that you hate her for been born, for having the same dad as you. She thinks that her very existence ruined you lives and you hate for it."
"I dont hate her." Dean whispers finally making eye contact with angel.
"Well maybe you can show that some times. Im going to take her to her bed and let her rest while i go check whats happening in heaven. Do you think, for the next few hours till i come back you can keep checking thats shes still alive, you know, if you don't forget." Castiel tells them before leaving to your room while carrying you. The brothers have never heard cas talk to them, or anyone, like that before but they knew they deserved it.

When you wake you, you find your self in your bed still in pain but nowhere near as much as before. Taking note to thank cas later, you start thinking about what to do now, deciding that its best for every on if you left, you start packing your bag. They probably wont even notice your gone, let alone miss you, but it will hurt you less if your not near them just for them to ignore you. The winchester have always said family came first and with your dad that was true, but with your brothers not so much , its just them. You've always heard your brother tell people 'family don't end in blood and doesn't start there either' to everyone he tried welcoming into your family, even the king of hell. But with you thats obviously not the case because you are blood but clearly not family to them. Just like your other brother Adam, you've never been able to forget about him, he was your third big brother, but you were just a kid there was nothing you could do to help him. They just forgot about him, another sibling they never think about, as long as they have each other no one else matters. You're just about finished packing up your stuff, not that its much, just enough to fill one bag. When your thoughts are interrupted by someone opening the door. Not even bothering to hide your bag you zip it up and get your jacket.
"Hey, what are you doing." You hear sams soft voice ask, making a familiar comfort come over you, almost make your change your mind. You turn to look at him dean stood beside him blocking the door way. you feel the tears build up in your eyes, not wanting to leave, but knowing you have to.
"What does it look like, I'm leaving, you don't even notice I'm here most of time. And based on whats happened today, you clearly wont miss me."
"Thats not true Y/N, yes we get too caught up in thinking about each other, it was always just me and sam thats how we were brought up. But that's no excuse your our little sister, dad wouldn't want you going of by your self. Your our family."
Dean almost pleads with you.
"Your right dad wouldn't want me going of by myself, but he also wouldn't want you treating me like this. Making me sit by while you two die over and over again for each other and then leaving me to die alone! So don't you dare tell me what dad would want!
I am only your sister when you want me to be, when you need my help getting stitched up or to help on a difficult hunt. Do you know how many times before today that I've needed your help and you haven't been there! Just like you weren't for Adam." You start letting all your feelings out. "You've hated me since i was born for ruining what you had left of a family, So just forget about me completely, just like you have him." Your cry unable to stop you sobs anymore. Your brothers have tears running down there faces to, a very rare sight.
You try walking past them but Sam pulls you into his arms hugging you and not letting go.
"Im so sorry Y/N, we both are we love you. Please done leave, i know what we've done should never be forgiven. And we do still think about Adam but there is nothing we can do to help him, I'm so sorry. We don't hate you at all you are our little sister and we are so sorry we treated you like this. I know dad would be so disappointed in us and we don't deserve to be forgiven but please try, please. We would both end up dead without you here." You hear sam sobbing, unsure of when Dean joined the hug, you can feel both there tears on you shoulder
"Please Y/N ,one more chance, please. We promise. Please" dean begs, which is something you've never heard before, not even when sam left for college.
"Okay one more, but if you break those promises i am gone because i cant keep living like this" you give in still wanting to stay in the safety of your brothers company again.

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