Jealousy • Jachary

Chapter 6

J A C K

I can't believe I just did that. Right now I'm laying beside Daniel in our bed. My boyfriend that I love. Just a hour ago I kissed Zach. Then I ran in fear because the worst thing was I actually liked it. I even felt sparks that I usually only feel with Daniel. I really need to go to sleep but I can't stop thinking about the mistake I made but was it really a mistake? I remember he was saying that he still is going to stay in his room for another week. So look on the bright side. I finally start to drift off to sleep.

~ The Next Day~

I wake up to see Daniel not laying down beside me probably already down for breakfast. That's when all the events of last night rush through my head and I groan thinking about it. I decide to finally get out of bed and go downstairs.

I enter the kitchen to see everyone except Zach. I finally smile noticing that it's not going to be awkward. "Hey gorgeous,"said Daniel while coming up to me and pecking my lips. "Hey baby" "Hey," I also say to Jonah and Corbyn.  "Jonah made eggs for breakfast," said Corbyn handing me a plate. "Thanks"

We all just sat at the table and ate breakfast and had some random conversation about shoes. Today might actually be a good day and I can forget about last night "Jack what's wrong you are really quiet this morning,"asks Jonah. "Nothing I'm just a little tired." That's when I looked over toward Daniel. He was giving me the what's wrong look. "I'm fine baby," I whisper to him. That's when it got kinda quiet and we heard some footsteps coming downstairs. And there is only one other person who lives in this house so that could only mean one thing. That's when Zach enters the kitchen.Fuck He looked different from last night like he actually put an effort in his appearance and he had the biggest smile on his face He looks really hot. I mentally face palm myself thinking that.

Everyone went up to hug him like they haven't seen him in forever except me. I was just stunned and I didn't wanna face him today. "Zach we missed you so much,what was wrong?"Corbyn asked with concern in his face. "Nothing I just had some.... issues and something last night made me realize that everything was going to be ok,"Zach said looking me right in the eye. I know that I'm that "something." "Well that's great because we were so worried and didn't know what to do and I repeat never do that again. Daniel said with that big ass smile that I love. I lightly chuckle at the last thing Daniel said. Yeah I would miss you to much. "Thanks I would miss you too Jack,"said Zach with his smile growing bigger than I thought was possible. Shit I said that out loud "Well lets go out today since we're all finally together again,"Jonah said.

We're currently at the mall just shopping. I currently been trying to avoid Zach but it's kinda hard since he has been trying to get close to me and attempt to start a conversation with me. Also the fact you may have a crush on him. So to shut that down me and Daniel did what we did best. I made out with Daniel  in front of Zach. I know it was wrong but I had to do it. Now he stop trying to be near me but every time I look at him he has that same sad expression that made him stay in his room for a week. Now I kinda feel really bad.

We finally just got back home after a fun day. Jonah and Corbyn already went to bed saying something about how they were "fucking excited to be in there own bed again." Just a few minutes ago, Daniel said he was going to take a shower and going to bed. So now it is just me and Zach sitting on the couch watching a movie. I can fill the awkward tension between us because it is completely silent except the TV and we're literally on separate couches. So I decide to go and sit beside him risking that he will start a conversation with me.

"Why did you do it,"Zach asks that which catches me by surprise. "What," I say even thought I know exactly what he his talking about. "Why did you fucking kiss me and then avoid me all day and to finally push me away you fucking suck Daniel's mouth off like an asshole.Like aren't you happy that I finally came out of that room,"Zach practically rants to me his anger showing. With maybe a hint of jealousy? Like my asshole self I boil with anger when he speaks to me like that although it was kind hot. "Because  I can and anyways it was a fucking mistake and I was just trying to cheer you up it. It meant not an absolutely fucking thing to me because I already have the love of my life and it will never me you,"I practically spit out to him. That's when he starts to cry tears and I know I didn't mean it. It just came out. "Zach I'm sorry I didn't meant it" I say realizing that I sounded like a complete dick. That's when he runs away and up to his room. I can't believe I did that I hate seeing him sad and now look what I did. I now feel the tears coming out of my eyes as I sit on this couch. I can't believe I said that to him. I didn't mean any of it because he may also be the love of my life and I don't even know it and now if there was ever a chance it's gone.