Jealousy • Jachary

Chapter 8

J A C K

I'm sitting on Daniel's lap on my phone in the living room on the loveseat. If you know what I mean a wink a wink because the last time I sat here it was a very "romantic time." I also wonder if anybody knows we had sex here. I glance over to the couch to see Zach lying upside down like how? That's when he giggles at something on his phone that makes me mad.
It's been a week now and he acts like nothing happened like I never said those mean things to him. He acts like everything's normal and that I didn't kiss him but you said it meant nothing. He also been avoiding me for the most part probably doesn't want to hear what I have to say but I don't care what he wants I'm gonna confront him when I get the chance and he is going to listen to the fuck I got to say to him. I look up at Daniel and he smiles back at me with that amazing smile with his cute little tooth gap. Except now may not be a good time.

~2 hours later~

I'm still laying on this loveseat with Daniel because I'm a lazy ass and Daniel fell asleep. Zach is still over on his stupid phone with that stupid cute smile that makes me want to slap it off of him. Man I'm feeling really bipolar today I hear footsteps coming from the stairs and look up to see Jonah and Corbyn. "Hey were going get some food you guys coming,"Jonah asks. Man I am starving I shake Daniel to tell him that they are going to get food while Zach says, "No I think I'm just gonna stay here." Daniel says," Yeah I think I could eat." I get off him and then sit back down. Daniel gets up a little confused,"You coming baby." "No I think I'm just gonna hang out with Zach but can you bring me back something." "Sure," he saids and bends down to kiss me. Now Zach and I are alone and he is gonna listen to the fuck I gotta say to him mentally laughs evilly.

As soon as I hear the door close I look at Zach and smirk as we make eye contact. He gets up and says "I'm go-onna go up to my ro-oom,"he says shakily like he's nervous. I think the fuck not I grab his hand and pull him back, he looks at me shocked. "I wanna talk about what I said." "I don't wanna hear it Jack, I'm fine you don't need to be sorry,"he says. "Well I do,you can't just walk around here thinking everything  is back to normal around here but you don't even know that, that one kissed changed me." "Well that's not what you told me and everything is back to normal?"he's said it like a question. "What I said was some stupid shit because really I felt sparks and I just didn't want to face the fact that I might actually like you," I say closing the distance between us. He seems stunned and doesn't say anything. Man his lips looks so soft like they did that night I take the chance and close the distance between us and softly kiss his lips for a minute but he pulls away. I look at him confused and he says "What about Daniel." Daniel, my boyfriend, I still have feelings for him but new feelings for Zach. They might be even stronger? I just can't break Daniel's heart and I don't want to tell Zach away again. That's when I finally say "Nobody Gotta Know." He laughs and I start laughing too. He says "haha puns." That's when he catches me by surprise and kisses me. I immediately kiss back but I want to deepen the kiss so I lick his bottom lip. He allows me to put my tongue in his mouth. It feels great and my heart is beating fast as I also feel those dumbass fireworks in my stomach.

We start to makeout wow that went south real quick and we are now on the couch touching each other like we just can't get enough of each other. That's when I hear a door open and I immediately pull away. Wow where did all the time go? Zach looks flushed so I can imagine I look the same so I get up to go to the bathroom and wink at Zach before I go. I come out a few minutes later into the kitchen hoping the boys didn't realize what we were doing especially not Daniel because I don't wanna break his heart like that. "I brought you back some food baby," Daniel says. "Thanks I'm starving." "So what did you guys do while we were gone?"Corbyn asked in a bored tone. I look at Zach who is looking at me and smile. "The usual, just on our phones looking at posts and fan accounts," I say. The usual, my ass we madeout and it was the shit.