From the very beginning, my heart's always beating for you
I really don't know what to do
But I tried to prepare myself to fall in love with someone like you
I admit, at first I was afraid
And I admit, I prayed that my feelings for you will fade
But now, now that I'm sure
The faith set me into a place which is not secure
A place where my heart turned into broken pieces
And now I really feel so hopeless..
No one can tell
Who are we going to deal
To deal with our fragile feelings
I'm dumb, emotionless
That anytime I want to break down
Because I assumed that I was your queen who wears a crown
But now, I'm only wearing a frown
I'm always asking why?
Now that I'm sure, why?
Why did you chose to give up?
Gave up all that we've been through?
All that we have?
Even though we have nothing they so called "us"
Why? It hurts so much
'Coz I think and I really think that we are match..
Every night I didn't sleep
I think of you until my eyes turn into deep
I thought "I think it's time, it's time to love you back"
But now, here I am longing for you with my voice making a crack
If I said it to you from the beginning, will you stay?
Will everything change?..
A week passed
Now I know the reason behind of all these shits
You proved me that you're good in playing hits
You're an actor
Playing a bet and I am the catch
I swear I really wanted to give you a hungry punch
Are you happy now?
Now that I'm broken about your vow?
I hope, I really hope that karma slaps you in the crowd
Just, just to make myself feeling a bit proud...
I'm always hoping that all of these are just dream
But the reality always slaps me every time our memories came
God knows how much I want to bury our picture in frame
With our past that making me insane..
But later on, I realized something;
Why should I waste my time for the person who's not my everything?
So I tried to cut that something between you and me "the string"...
So now I'm trying to move on
Not forgetting the past but leaving it on and that will serve as my lesson for someone who's going to be my last.
YOU ARE READING
ESCAPE (ENGLISH POEMS)
PoetryEscape; wander and be lost for a moment but make sure to find yourself at the latter. A new version of you- wiser, braver, and bolder. Don't lose hope. You got it, you have to. FOR POETRY LOVERS ~just a passion (I write to free myself) Book date sta...
