ESCAPE (ENGLISH POEMS)

BLOOD

Thick, strong, nonstop flowing, and very important
I'm thinking "what if it'll stop for being constant?"
Thick as hell
Nonstop flowing as a river
Strong, the fact that it'll let you live
Important because it supports you to breathe..

That's how I remember you;
You let me fight for what's right between heaven and hell
Nonstop smiling whenever you're sharing something to tell
You made me strong, fighting from heart to soul and mind to whole
You're important, you're my purpose why I'm still breathing and playing my role..

One day,
All positive moments were faded as someone came along the way
She was smiling like an innocent child approaching you beside me
Hence, I'm panicking inside and I wanna burst outside
She said to him, "I'm glad seeing you here with your best friend" and faced me saying "I hope you don't mind"..

I know, I have no right
You left me alone and chose her to be accompanied—faster than a lightning strike
It's like an open wound caused by a serious crime
You turned and said "sorry, next time"

That's the time when reality slaps me for thousand times
I'm like a grape fruit who's lost in the tree of limes
By just your simple gestures I know that you were captivated by her smiles
How I wish, I can live without you even with a million miles...

I thought you'll be constant being beside me no matter what
I thought you'll be the reason why I should be breathing and not be engaging with combat...
The reason for me to keep going with the flow
The reason for me to fight
And the reason for me to live..

I guess I was wrong
I think you're the type of blood that spreads in my body as a poison..
An infection..
An incurable disease..
A reason for me why I should not be here..

I decided to cut the pulse on my wrist
Blood dropped looking so thick, has a strong color, and nonstop flowing
I don't care if there's no more disinfectant
Because my life is focused on someone who thinks I'm not important.