ESCAPE (ENGLISH POEMS)

MON

After a several heartaches
I promised myself that I shouldn't be falling in love again
I always do what I said but this time, I failed..

Sunday midnight when we first talk to each other
When the sun's up, both of us were on silence
But whenever the moon approaches
That's the time that we make noises..

It's been a long time since we started from the very beginning
And trust me, my intention was for us to be friends that must not have an ending..

12:00AM to 3:00AM every single day
No time was wasted
No skipping of single stories and both were prepared
Both were on a positive vibes
Both were happy on each sides..

I always set my alarm at 11:00PM,12:00AM, 1:00AM and labelled it as "me and you time"
And whenever my alarm rings, you never fail to amaze me
Before I check my messages, there's already a message coming from you..

And that happens every night
I'll expect your greetings, I'll greet back
And the sharing of our lives follow
But suddenly, I realized that smile was already drawn on my face
How I wish I can see yours..

One day; Wednesday
At 9:00PM which rarely happens that you're online
I wondered..
Something popped in my mind
I knew, there's something wrong
There's something that you wanna tell
Out of nowhere, you said goodbye..

I know that what we are doing was not good for our health
Especially that we're both experiencing the same condition;
Can't sleep during bed time
Can't resist to phones
Can't control ourselves
But you decided to change;
For the better, for yourself
By leaving me hanging..

I have nothing to do, I need to hide whatever I felt towards you
You treated me as a friend which is my only intention in the first place
But in the end I wanted more but it seems that you're already contented for us to be just friends..

But anyways thank you for everything, for the stories, for the smiles, for the good vibes

I used to hate Mondays, but now I love enjoying with Mon
Be safe, I'll be happy like we used to
But for now, I'll be happy without you

You didn't let me say goodbye, you only saw my thank you's
This may sound so sad but I don't want to stuck with my illusions
The pain will gradually diminish
And I think as of this moment, we're finish
Goodbye.