Shattered

e i g h t

London Bleu

Xavier and I were in a very compromising position when his mother walked in. He was laying directly on top of me and his lips were latched onto mine. I could feel his raging hard-on against my thigh.

"Hey sweetie," she said, strolling in. "Hey Lonny," She smiled at me but raised her brow in an unimpressed fashion at her son. "You just couldn't keep it in your pants could you?" she sighed and rolled her eyes, "Like father like son..."

My face flushed and I shoved it into Xavier's chest. A muffled but audible, "Hi Samantha," came from me.

The two laughed at me and Xavier's mom began to chastise him on his messy room when an evil thought came into my head.

I reached a hand under my mate's shirt, trailing my fingertips down to his defined abdomen.

Xavier's eyes shot to mine. He narrowed his eyes in warning when I began tracing down his happy trail.

"So, when are you going to introduce our new Luna? The pack has heard the rumors already."

His jaw tightened as my fingertips lightly stroked his member through his boxers. "Soon mom, whenever she's ready,"

Samantha's eyes glazed over for a second before she spoke. "Oh you'll have to excuse me, Zeke... requires my assistance. But I do hope you two could join us for dinner sometime."

Xavier smirked, "Go get some mom!"

I gulped but accepted his mother's invitation, before snuggling my face into Xavier's muscled chest. When he said his farewells, I slid my thumb under the elastic of his boxers, pulled it back, and let it snap against his hip. 

The second the door shut, he flipped us over, pressing me into the bed. My wrists were locked above my head in his steel grip.

Xavier's mouth was latched onto my skin, kissing everywhere I was bare. With a few urges from my wolf, I wrapped my tiny body around his gigantic torso. I kissed Xavier full force, taking him by surprise. Just as he was going to kiss me back, I pulled away and put my head on his chest. 

Xavier groaned and threw his head back in frustration. My butt could easily feel just how frustrated he was. I giggled and kissed his stubbly chin. 

"My beautiful, little tease," His lips landed on my forehead. His huge paws rubbed my back and I was once again amazed at how large he was. My legs were tight around his waist, but my head only reached to his collarbone. 

"I hope that another part of his is just as large," my wolf spoke.

"So, what's with the bag?" he questioned. Xavier had carried me back into his office and set me on his chair.

"Oh, I uh got you something."

His eyes lit up, "Really?"

I got up and handed him the bag. 

The paper crinkled as he pulled the brownies that were enveloped in a wax paper sheet. 

"Thanks, babygirl. How'd you know these are my favorite?" 

"You loved them when we were kids," I cleared my throat and looked him in the eyes. "Especially Dene's..."

"Remember me now, Mr. Teddy?"

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Xavier Abel

As a kid, and a teen, I was a complete menace. 

Primarily to Dene's, a bakery in town. I remember occasionally vandalizing the building and giving the now deceased owner, William Dene, a hard time. So when I went there to actually purchase a treat, he'd shut the door in my face.

I also recall a little girl who used to sit on his counter and lick the spoons and bowls covered in batter and cookie dough. She was clearly younger than me and absolutely adorable. But, I couldn't let the guys see me as soft, so I teased her a lot. 

One day, I got really pissed at the old man and his refusal of service, so I ran outside and began to throw rocks at his windows. 

I huffed and grabbed another rock from the road and hurled it at the glass, smirking when I heard it shatter.

A shuffling sound caught my attention as I turned abruptly. There was a little girl cowering there.  She hid behind the alley wall when I spotted her.

"Hey, don't be scared," I said, coaxing her out of the shadows. "I won't hurt you." I dropped the rock in my hand and backed away from it with my hands raised, like a criminal. "What's your name, sweetie?"

"M-my name's L-Lonny and I'm five," she said, raising four fingers. She came forward a bit.

I kneeled in front of her and smiled, "Hi Lonny, I'm Xavier and today I turned 9,"

She smiled back, caught herself, and tried to frown. It was the most adorable face I had ever seen considering she was trying to look angry. "Willy said you're a bully, a-apolly-apligigse!"

"Okay, I'm sorry Lonny, friends?"

She beamed and wrapped her small, chubby arms around my neck. She smelled of warm cookies and chocolate. "You're like a teddy bear, cuddly...hmm..." 

"Wait! Don't move, I'll be right back!" She dashed into the bakery, tripping over herself. 

I stayed rooted to my spot until she returned, and when she did, she brought a crinkly paper bag along with her.

She gave me the bag before giving me another hug. "Bye-bye Mr. Teddy, Happy Birthday!" 

And just as she had appeared, she was gone, leaving me with the scent of cookies.

I looked inside the bag, the scent already revealing its contents. Brownies.

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"Lonny..." I turned to London, tears in my eyes. The beautiful woman in front of quickly transformed into that child in the shadows behind Dene's. Then into the ten-year-old with a rebel streak who's bike I broke as she wanted to ride her bike on our turf. And lastly into the freshman that I barely remembered harassing.  

I couldn't meet her eyes. I couldn't even see at this point.

We're fûcking bâstards, my wolf growled.

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London Bleu

In light of the truth, Xavier didn't hate me, he was having a complete breakdown. 

He was pacing a hole into the ground and becoming a blubbering, stuttering, crying mess.

I got off his chair and pushed him down onto his couch. His head was down, but I could sense his every shed tear drilling into my heart. 

Without words or tears, I pulled him into my embrace, playing with the ends of his hair until he slept.

xxxxx

Sorry for the delay. I really will try to update more and I already have a few chapters written in advance, but my exams are coming up so no promises.

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