You see the thought of happiness really gets to u when ur alone when u are just thinking and wonder what life would be like if u made different choices or why u feel pain or when u sit there and wonder where all the pain u feel come from or why u feel it but deep down it's there and happiness is all u want in any shape or form u want to feel happiness weather u hurt yourself or someone but in the end it's all u want is for all someone's attention and for u to be happy but then u put ur self before everyone else and u try to help them and u still get hurt and then all u wanna just make everyone happy then youre self and u never wanna just smile and it not be fake
