do u ever wounder how life would be if u didnt chose something or someone if u would be were u r now well i do i always wounder if i did something difrint would i be 15 and pregant would i fight with people all the time would i be in love with to people i never fucking know i wounder would i still be in foster care would i ever want a kid or would i change my mind would i have tryed to kill myself again would i be happy stiil would i still live with my dad this is stuff i wonder everyday and wish i new the awsure to like how do i pick between to people and how in the hell do i be a good mom this stuff kills me everyday
