| christmas gift for hobismoonlight |
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It's night. A bottle of vodka in your hand you tumble down the street. Actually, you aren't a drinker. Really not. But this day you didn't give a fuck.
The streets are lit up by street lamps which have been decorated for christmas. A few streets away you see a huge christmas tree in the middle of a market square.
Every house basically screams the word christmas. Most of the windows are painted with little christmas symbols and looking into the houses, you saw happy families celebrating together, laughing and smiling.
You look down at your feet and shiver a little.
"Christmas. Who needs this shit?" You mumble, playing with the bottle of vodka. You keep walking down the streets and tears sting in your eyes. You try to wipe them away but they become more and more.
Your sight blurs and you feel your body shaking from the cold. You keep walking and walking, not knowing where you're actually going. You don't look up.
You don't want to see people staring at you. You don't want to see them asking theirselves "What is this girl doing here all alone on christmas?".
You keep walking and walking till you feel your feet hitting something and everything you remember is falling and everything turning black.
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Everything you feel is coldness and sadness. You try getting up but your body refuses to work. Slowly you open your eyes and wipe away a mixture of tears and melted snow from your face.
The streets had become darker and the only sources of light are now the street lamps. The houses are dark. No light coming from the windows, no happy families sitting around the chritmas tree.
It's cold. So cold. You sigh and push yourself up with the last energy you have. You lean your back against the house wall and shiver.
How did you get here? How did all of this happen?
Scenes flash into your head, reminding you of everything what happened this day.
Your boyfriend pulls you to the party. The loud music and the smell of alcohol make you feel dizzy but he insisted on going.
Quickly you had found your best friend Minghao who went outside of the club with you and you both sat down on the floor next to the entrance. You both just talked for a while and you were glad to have someone who dislikes parties as much as you do.
It was a christmas party. You had insisted on staying at home but your boyfriend really wanted to go for some reason.
You and Minghao kept talking, completely forgetting the time. Suddenly, you saw two people walking out of the club. They walked up to the side of the house and started making out.
You gaped at them in disbelief as you saw your boyfriend kissing a girl you didn't know.
"S-Seungcheol?" You asked, your voice trembling. He turned around at you, looking obviously shocked.
You expected him to explain himself but he just looked at you in surprise. You felt your eyes tearing up and your hands started shaking.
