I don't feel sparks anymore. I'm not happy, dating this girl anymore. But I don't want to hurt her. I'd feel terrible. I want to still be friends with her...but, I can't act like I'm happy where I am right now. I like...maybe even love someone else...I might sound like a bitch but, I can't tear myself apart anymore. I can't handle this, someone please help me muster up the courage...I don't know how to do this. I'm crying just thinking about it. Of course I'd cry if I broke up with her but that's because I'd feel terrible for hurting her. But I need to look out for myself too. I can't be happy unless...
