All For Revenge

Not Yourself

Karma pov
We were all waiting by the waiting room in the hospital when Karasuma walked in.

I stood up right away
"How is he?!"
"He's still unconscious, but you could see him"
I nodded and went to his room

In a matter of time I was outside his door. I sighed and I walked inside.
The first thing I noticed was Nagisa sleeping peacefully in his bed
"..."
It was silent

The only sound was the heart monitor and his light breathing.
I sat on the chair next to him and held his hand
"Don't leave me again..." I whispered
"... stay with me"
"Nagisa...I want you to be in my life...."

I then felt his hand twitch
I looked up in shock
"Nagisa!"
Nagisa began to slowly open his eyes
"K Karma?"
"Nagisa!" I threw myself on his and hugged him
It took him a while, but he soon returned the hug.

We separated from our hug and we were both sitting in silence
"..."

"I'm sorry..." Nagisa broke the silence
"Nagisa?"
I looked him in the eye, but saw a few tears roll down his cheeks
"About what?" I asked
"I was the one who killed Korosensei..."
"No! That was no one's fault!"
"But I stabbed him!" He yelled
"... Nagisa, all Korosensei wanted was the happiness of his students" I said calmly
"That wasn't the case for me"
"Eh?"
He looked at me with sadness in his eyes
"I was soo consumed with revenge, I forgot the purpose of his teachings"
"Nagisa..."
I looked down knowing that my choice of words made him feel worse.

"I killed soo many people..."
"But you weren't yourself" I added trying to make him feel better
"No, I knew what I was doing, I knew I was killing them"
"!?"
I was shocked
"I slept with soo many men and women trying to get you out of my head, but no matter how many times I had sex with them I couldn't seem to get you out of my mind, so I killed them in frustration"
I looked down
It was all too much to take in
"...."

"Your feeling have probably changed after hearing what I did right?"
"Not really" I smirked
"What?"
"At least you're experienced"
Nagisa just looked at me with a blank expression

I grabbed his hands
"I love you"
"..."
Nagisa then smiled
"I love you to"
I pulled Nagisa closer in for a kiss and after a while we separated
"You're now mine" I said
"Yeah"
"To bad I can't make fun of you anymore though"
He tilted his head
"Fun of me?"
"Yeah, you used to be more smaller and girly looking. But now you've gotten more manlier. What kind of training did you do?"
"Umm, 200 push ups, 300 sit ups, weights and 10 miles a day"
I hugged him
"Karma?"
"I won't ever let anything happen to you"

"Nagisa.."
We both turned around and saw Karasuma by the door
"A knock would have been nice, what if me and Nagisa were getting it on" I smirked
"As if you would do that to someone who barely woke up"
He came closer
"How are you feeling?" He looked at Nagisa

For a moment I saw Nagisa's eyes widen
"... I'm fine" he looked down
"That's good"
"Why?" Nagisa interrupted
"Huh?"
"Why don't you hate me"
My eyes widened
"What are you talking about! He would never hate you!" I yelled
"I I almost killed you... I blamed you for the death of Korosensei.... I..."
"You're one of my precious students, no matter what you do I will support you"
"!!"
Tears started forming in Nagisa's eyes
"I'm I'm sorry, I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry"
I then brought Nagisa to a hug as he kept apologizing

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