Can you make me happy (creepypasta x reader)

Chapter 1

(The girl on top is you except you don't have grey skin you have porcelain and you don't have that purple light in your chest)

Your pov
You wake up you look to your right looking at your clock 6:45,"hm I woke up early, that's a first" I said as I brush my pinkish-purplish hair out of my face. I rub my eyes and move my blanket, I swing my feet who touch the smooth white carpet. You stand up, an emotionless face plastered on. You walk to your bathroom and turn on the shower, you strip of your clothes and step in, the hot water touching your porcelain skin. You start washing your hair, then your body. (You know the rest)

You step out of the shower, steam everywhere inside the bathroom. You dry yourself and put on your towel, rapping it around your soft, clean skin. You walk into your room and look at the clock 7:12 "hm better get ready fast" you say still emotionless. You put on(what is down below)

You got your phone and turned it on 7:17 "better get going" you said as you went downstairs and saw your parents on the couch, probably drunk. You step outside and close the door, you connected your phone to your headphones and blasted full volume.
(Start song now. Yes I know the song is sad but I love it)

Just an average girl
She always wore a smile
She was cheerful and happy for a short while
Now she's older, things are getting colder
Life's not what she though, she wishes someone had told her
She told you she was down, you let it slip by
So from then on she kept it on the inside
She told herself she was alright
But she was telling white lies
Can't you tell? Look at her dull eyes
Tried to stop herself from crying almost every night
But she knew there was no chance of feeling alright
Summer came by, all she wore was long sleeves
'Cause those cuts on her wrists were bleeding through you see
She knew she was depressed, didn't want to admit it
Didn't think she fit it, everyone seemed to miss it
She carried on like a soldier with a battle wound
Bleeding out from every cut her body consumed
She had no friends at school, all alone she sat
And if someone were to notice she would blame the cat
But those cuts on her wrist, they were no mistake
But no one cared enough to save her from this self hate
Things were going down, never really up
And here she is now stuck in this stupid rut
She knew exactly what she had to do next
Just stand on that chair and tie the rope around her neck
She wrote a letter with her hands shaking wild
"Look at me now, are you proud of your precious child?"
But she knew that her parents weren't the ones to blame
It was the world that should bow down it's head in shame
She stood up on the chair and looked out at the moon
Just don't think, it'll all be over soon
The chair fell down as she took her final breath
It's all over, all gone, now she's greeting death
Her Mum walks in, she falls down to the floor
And now nothing can take back what she just saw
The little girl that she raised is just hanging there
Her body's pale and her face is violently bare
She sees the note and unfolds it with care
All she does is stare, "How can this be fair?"
She starts reading as the tears roll down her face
"I'm sorry Mum but this world is just not my place
I've tried for so long to fix this and fit in
I've come to realize this world's full of sin
There's nothing for me here, I'm just a waste of space
I've got no reason to stay here with this awful race
It's a disgrace, I was misplaced
Born in the wrong time, and in the wrong place
It's okay though, 'cause you'll see me soon
You'll know when your time has come, just look at the moon
As it shines bright, throughout the night
And remember everyone's facing their own fight
But I can't deal with the pain, I'm not a fighter
You'll make it through the night, just hug your pillow tighter
So let the world know, that I died in vein
Because the world around me, is the one to blame
And I know in a year, you'll forget I'm gone
'Cause I'm not really something to be dwelled on
That's what they use to tell me, all those kids at school
So I'm going by the law majority rules
My presence on this earth is not needed any longer
And if anything, I hope this makes you stronger
You're the best friend, that I ever had
Such a shame I had to make you so very sad
But just remember that you meant everything to me
And to my heart, you're the only one that held the key
Now it's time to go, I'm running out of space to write
And yes I lost my fight, but please just hold on tight
I'm watching over you, from the clouds above
And sending down the purest and whitest dove
To watch over you, and be my helpful eye
So this is it world,
"Goodbye."

By the time I was done singing, I had made it to school. You sighed, you knew what was gonna happen. Even if you didn't have emotions you were not ready for the Barbie and her friends today. You didn't have any emotions and your looked different from everyone so you got bullied by mostly everyone in the school. Everyday they tried to break you, they hit you, pushed you around, anything just to break you, but you wouldn't budge. You walked inside the school, you looked at the clock on the wall 7:45 15 more minutes before school. You played on your phone for about 5 minutes when your phone got token away. You didn't care because you had more(you stole them) you stood up only to be greeted by a clow- I mean Lila and her friends. "Well,well,well if it isn't the yellow eye-d freak" Lila said," well,well,well if it isn't the Barbie" I said with a blank face. She gasped and slapped you. You didn't feel anything well because you can't feel pain(just like Toby) you looked back at her, a blank face still on. "Lila I don't wanna be dealing with your shit so goodbye to you all" you said as you walked away, you pulled out your other phone and played on it.

RIIIIIIIIIIING

The bell rung, you sighed and stood up. You walked to class hearing the whispers from people around you, probably about you. You sat in the far right corner of the classroom. You looked out the window and saw the forest. To everyone else the forest was creepy, but to you it was beatiful. You stared at it for a while, the bell rung signaling for everyone it was time for second period. You stood up being the last one out, like always.

~~~~~~~ timeskip brought to you by Ben and Jeff kissing~~~~~~~~~~~~~.
(Yes I ship it but in this story they're not gay)

Still your pov
You were walking home listening to Melanie Martinez songs. (LOVE HER)
You sighed as you heard the yells of your parents. You waited a little, but they still were fighting so you went to the tree next to your window and climbed it, being the ninja you are you swiftly you climbed it. Still a blank face on you, you got in and heard the yells louder coming from downstairs. "-sigh- when will they ever stop fighting" you said as you dropped your bag in the corner of your room. At least your parents are nice enough to give you a proper room, a twin sized bed in the corner of your room, a white dresser next to it. A closet In front of your bed, white carpet and a computer you 'bought' (or so your parents thought, *whispers* you stole it) you pulled out your phone and played a little, when you heard silence downstairs you opened your door and tip-toed downstairs. You went into the kitchen and got a juice red apple and bit on it. You went upstairs and closed your door." Hm first time I actually made it out alive" you said. You looked at your clock 8:47 "well better get to sleep" you said as you changed into grey sweat pants, and a black tank top. You climbed into bed and drifted off to sleep.

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(ANOTHER STORY , I love making new stories I promise I will continue this story not like my others. I have this one planned out. Welll byeeeee