Honestly, I Don't Really Know

Numb

My head's confused
By my heart's desire
My emotions drawn
Into themselves

Keep pushing on
My head will tell me
It's time to stop
Says my heart instead

The confusion and mishaps
Cause a wave of emotion
Followed by a sea of lies

Because once they're gone
They wont come back
No matter how hard I try

So numb I'll be
From now 'til forever
Lost in my own disguise

Because my head's confused
By my heart's desire
The wave put out
My only fire

-Z