Honestly, I Don't Really Know

falling apart

It's hard to think you're worth anything
When your whole life you've been told
You are not

And it's hard to look forward to anything
When nothing good has ever come
Before

It's hard to decide to keep breathing
When ever fibre of your being
Wants to stop

And it's hard to do anything about it
When nobody ever listens
Or cares

It's hard to feel like it's falling apart
When nobody is there to help you
Catch it

And it's hard to let go of anything
Without letting it all go
At once

It's hard
When I'm not sure
How much longer I can try