Honestly, I Don't Really Know

I Want To Keep Dreaming

*mildly nsfw*

My eyes drift close
And your fingers are on my stomach
Your lips next to my ear

Your hand slides down my hip
And you hold on to my thigh
As your lips touch to my neck

My hands go to your hair
And yours move up my back
I pull your body closer

I want you more than ever
And we're tearing off our clothes
But my eyes blink open

And you aren't there

You were never there.

So I close my eyes again
And picture you next to me
Holding me gently
As tears stream from my eyes

Dreams will never come true
They just leave an aching hole in my heart
An agonizing pit in my soul
So let me sleep again