Pillow Talk {a kendall vertes/ dancemoms fanfiction}

Chapter 20

Kendall's POV

~Some mature content in this chapter! Read at your own risk. (It's not that bad don't worry)~

I followed Blake slowly as he lead me down a hallway showing me various rooms before we reached a large bedroom. I saw a surf board collection shelved on one of the walls. I scanned around the room to see a giant bed and huge glass windows with an electric sliding glass door opening to a giant overlooking deck, viewing the ocean. I begin to take off my shoes because my feet were killing me just as he pressed a button on his system that changed the lighting in the house from normal to mood lighting with music playing softly. The room was now significantly darker.

I had a bad feeling... I was into Blake but what about Tyler...

Blake walked up to me and placed one hand on the small of my back and the other on my neck pulling me in closer as he caresses my check with his thumb. I had a sneaky suspicion that this wasn't the first time he's been in this situation.

I got so close that my chest was against his as our breathing stiffened. "I, wasn't lying when I said you are very attractive Kendall," He says as he fiddles with the straps on the back of my dress until the cobalt blue fell to the floor. We slowly made our way backing up to the giant bed as he let go of me and I pushed myself onto the bed while still staring at him.

He then followed me up and started to kiss me. He's a pretty good kisser in my opinion... And his attractive look helped everything in this situation. But as he continued kissing me, then taking his shirt off, I had a pit in my stomach. What about Tyler?

He continues kissing me, but suddenly I pull away.

I almost feel intimidated by him... he's older and more mature...A sophomore in college with a junior in high school...But there's something about him that makes me want to know more. He's mysterious yet open, and I don't understand it. But I can't keep going. What about Tyler? I'm afraid he will find out and hate me because of it. But who am I kidding, he is still in love with Paige. Why am I even trying to reason with myself and defend him when he's the one who hurt me... I need this. I need this from Blake. Maybe Blake is right, Tyler doesn't deserve me.

"Kendall?" Blake asks after I pull away. "If you don't want to do this I understand, I guess," He mumbles. I shake my head, "No I want to do this." I say coming back closer to him as he smirks before kissing me again...

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SUNDAY OCTOBER 18th
I wake up to sound sounds of waves crashing. Facing the bed, I was on the right side and I flickered my eyes open to see the sliding glass door open as waves crash on the sand. I sit there for a moment and watch, thinking. Until I realize what I just did.

I can't believe myself. What about Tyler? The boy of dreams... I gave him up for some surfer I met at diner. All for what? A hookup with a guy I just met?!? What's wrong with me?!?

I lay my head down on the pillows of Blake's comfortable bed to realize that he wasn't laying next to me. I need to get out of here...

I rise from the bed slowly picking up all my pieces of clothing from throughout the room. I then barge into Blake's closet and grab one of his RipCurl sweatshirts. Not because I want to stay, but because I'm freezing and don't feel like wearing a cobalt blue designer dress this early in the morning. I put in on and leave my dress, shoes and bra by the door of his bedroom.

His hoodie was large enough that I didn't bother putting on shorts and walked out and down the long hallway into the great room. I needed to leave but I couldn't just leave without a single word.

I immediately saw him on his phone sitting on one of his modern designed chairs. As I got closer and became visible, he looked up to have his eyes meet mine.

He chuckled, "I see you found my closet." I blushed, "I'm sorry I was freezing, I can change if you want..." "No," He cut me off. "I always think it's cute when girls wear my clothes." He smirks.

Well I think you're cute Blake...

Stop Kendall! I need to be thinking of Tyler! How is it so easy to be caught into Blake's trap...

"Sit down," He gestures to the couch as he stands up to sit next to me. He puts his arm around me and I lay my head on his chest...

Why am I allowing myself to do this?!? Why am I allowing myself to lay next to him and enjoy it.

"Kendall I know I haven't known you very long but last night..." He sighs. "I just feel this connection between us. I never thought I would find another girl after what happened with my ex..." He pauses. Suddenly I become ten times more intrigued with this conversation.

I snap my head off of his chest to face him. "What happened?"

Blake sighs, "Her and I were constantly fighting and she knew I wanted to break up with her because of it. Our relationship was kind of like what you said, a paradise and a war zone..." I gulped harshly thinking of Tyler... "I can't handle relationship like that though...But she was going through so much... her best friend died in a car accident. She was so depressed so she basically threatened me..." He pauses for a moment. "She said if I break up with her, she would kill herself..." I gasped. "Her name is Jane Thorn and she's now in a rehab facility thankfully."

I feel so bad for Blake... he suffered so much! How  am I supposed to forget about him and go back to Tyler when he feels like this...

But that name... Jane Thorn, sounds oddly familiar.

"I'm just so happy I found someone like you Kendall, and I can't wait to know you even more." He smiles.

I can't end it with him now... even though we aren't dating, I can't end whatever we have right this second. He would be crushed...I feel so torn. There's still something about him that I like. I can't put my finger on it...

But the boy of my dreams is waiting. And I can't let Tyler go...

Suddenly I realize something... I haven't checked my phone. Maddie is probably blowing me up wondering where I actually am since I lied to my mom saying I was at her place...

"Blake have you seen my phone?" I ask while looking around the couch. "No, I will check my bedroom." He responds as he walks off through the hallway.

"Found it!" I hear him yell as he walks back and hands it to me. "Thank you." I smile.

I open it to have 117 texts. 16 from Tyler, 3 from Chase and the other 98 from Maddie.

I ignore Tyler and Chase's messages and text Maddie, "Will explain everything. Meet me at the Starbucks by school. And bring me leggings."

"Well I better get going," I start directing my attention towards Blake. "How are you getting home? I can drive you," He offers before I cut him off, "No that's okay I ordered an Uber. It should be here in 2 minutes." He nods and placed his arm on the small of my back and helps lead me to the door.

"Oh shoot my things," I remember, "I'll grab them." Blake says kindly before he runs to the bedroom returning with my dress, shoes, bra, and a pair of joggers.

"Just because your going out in public and all you have now is a hoodie." He smirks. I blush and slowly put them on. "Thank you." I reply before looking out and noticing my car is here.

"I'll text you Kendall." Blake smirks as I begin to walk out.

This is so frustrating. I like him... but this was just a hookup... right? This doesn't mean anything...

Right?

OOOOOO

WHAT ARE WE THINKING OF BLAKE?

Blake
Or
Tyler??

QOTD: Whats the weather like where you are?

AOTD: I'm really hoping for a snowy Christmas but unfortunately that hasn't happened yet :( it's way to hot here in my opinion

-Lauren